"Seulgi I'm begging you, please take your medicine, you look horrible." Sooyoung pleaded with her friend but Seulgi remained silent as she didn't hear Sooyoung's worried words and voice.
Seulgi made herself deaf and blind about everything and the only thing that she heard and saw was Joohyun's goodbye.
Joohyun's hand slowly loosened its grip.
Joohyun's appearance slowly faded away.
Seulgi to Joohyun's life is turning into ashes and Joohyun finally let go. Joohyun is gone.
Seulgi knows that somehow it will happen and now it happened. Deep inside Seulgi knew that Joohyun would never be hers, that her love was not enough for Joohyun to stay, to make the older Girl stay forever but Seulgi kept on forgetting that she knew.
"She's not coming back." Sooyoung shakes Seulgi's shoulder to wake her broken friend, hoping to destroy the walls that Seulgi's building up, but it doesn't cause anything at all.
No response, not even a blink of Seulgi's gloomy eyes. She is like a stone and her mind is not with Sooyoung, not with anyone but with Bae Joohyun only.
Always Joohyun.
Seulgi knows it. She knew it, the moment Joohyun said goodbye was the moment that everything would change but her stupid self kept on wishing that Joohyun would come back knocking on their door and saying it was sorry all over again.
Like nothing ever happened. Like it was all a joke to make Seulgi angry or sad or anything to make her feel negative.
Those thoughts are the only thing that keeps Seulgi breathing. Joohyun will come back to the same place she's standing. Seulgi hopes, she begs and she prays but it's useless. She knows.
Seulgi's tears go down. It finally flows to her cheeks.
Joohyun is not coming back.
Seulgi's tears keep on falling and falling.
She's starting to feel her heart slowly beating, it suddenly went slow and tight.
"Seulgi please." Sooyoung hugs her friend tightly this time, wishing that it will help Seulgi to move forward and stop whatever she's feeling.
Her friend needs to be stronger. Seulgi needs to be healthy and strong to keep going.
Sooyoung saw the tears and it felt horrible seeing Seulgi in that state. Seulgi is devastated.
The Kang Seulgi they all know is bright, brighter than the sun but sadly, Joohyun is the dark cloud. Black and cold and it brings storms and tears.
Damn you Bae Joohyun. Sooyoung whispered. That sentence always wanted to come out of Sooyoung's mouth.
Bae Joohyun is a damn wrecking ball that loves to ruin things and wreck people's lives.
This time Joohyun breaks Seulgi.
What made Sooyoung frustrated was that Seulgi didn't deserve that kind of pain. No one deserves it.
As a friend, Sooyoung wanted to do something bad to Joohyun. She sensed it before that Joohyun was no good. No one is good for Seulgi. No one is good for Seulgi's love.
It's pure. Seulgi is white and not tainted.
Seulgi is just in love but that love did nothing but pain in the end.
"Just let me wait for her, I'm dying anyway."
FIN.
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hiraeth | seulrene (COMPLETED)
FanfictionJoohyun is not a homeless individual but having someone she can call home is not for a person like her. She doesn't deserve love, for all the bad reasons you can count, Joohyun thinks that Seulgi deserves better.