Possessive (Punk Michael Clifford)

Chapter 23

~ Ryder's P.O.V ~

    It's been a week since Liana died and everyone is still grieving. Eliana hasn't left her room. I occasionally walk by and hear her crying and talking to Luke about how Liana didn't really experience life. I feel so bad that Liana died but the only thing I can really do is block out the memory of her sorry life to keep from crying. I know that's a shitty thing to do but I know if I think about her I will cry all day without stopping.

       I was currently laying with my head on Calum's lap and legs on Michael's lap. Calum barely lets the babies out off sight and now we all have shifts to watch the babies and make sure they are safe. We all agreed that Eliana shouldn't see the babies until she is 100% done with grieving her lost. It makes me sick to think if Calum and I didn't get their soon enough London and Adam's life would have ended. I guess Calum could tell I was stressed about all of this because he leaned down and kissed my lips.

      "What are you thinking about baby?" Calum whispered in my ear. I let out a long sigh before answering.

     "Everything." I simply said. I felt vomit rise in my throat so I quickly jumped up and ran to Calum's room and went straight to the bathroom. I started throwing up everything in my stomach. I felt someone holding back my hair and rubbing soothing circles in my back. I stood to my feet when I finished and thanked Calum for holding my hair back and walked over to the sink and started brushing my teeth. As I looked up in the mirror to make sure I was scrubbing perfectly I saw Michael in the mirror smirking at me.

      What in the Fuck is he smirking about? He winked at me before walking out the room and out of view. I finished brushing my teeth and laid on the bed with Calum laying next to me he pulled me into him and kissed my lips.

    "I love you so much." He said between pecks. I kissed his neck and turned back around so we were spooning.

      "I love you too babe." I started with my eyes closed getting ready to sleep.

      "I want to show you how much I love you." He flirtatiously stated. I yawn before speaking.

     "You've already shown me that you love me so many times even when I don't deserve to be loved by anyone, especially not someone as perfect as you. How do you want to show me now?" I said. He flipped me over so he was on top of me.

       "Yes you do deserve to be loved. You are the best person I have ever met and I have never been more in love in my life. I've actually never been in love, but that's not the point the point is that everyone deserves to be loved no matter how good or bad of a person they are. And as you can see you are already loved by 3 people." He said the last part with jealousy clear in his voice.

      "I'm sorry." I looked down completely ashamed of myself. Calum lifted my chin so I was looking in his loving eyes.

       "Don't be sorry because people love you." He chuckled before continuing. "You can't control who loves you and who you love." He pecked my neck and when he pulled back and looked in my eyes I saw pure lust. "I want to make you feel wanted" He whispered against my neck.

   (Sexual activity/Daddy kink)

      I bit my lip and nodded for him to continue. He pulled off his shirt that I was wearing leaving my chest completely bare. He smirked at me before sucking on my left nipple while kneading the right one.  He would occasionally swirling his tongue around my left nipple and lightly nibbling causing me to moan.

     He started trailing kisses down my body before stopping at my panty line and looking up at me. He rubbed my clothes clit causing me to moan loudly. He pulled his hand away with a smirk on his face.