Pour Me Out

That night I cooked some dinner for mom so she wouldn't have to when she gets home. She'll probably be late so I just went up stairs, showered and put on some new pjs. I was now currently lay on my bed looking up at the ceiling. I've been in a trance since I first walked into the house. I wouldn't be surprised if the porkchops I cooked for mom tasted awful, because now that I think about it. I might have mistaken the ground nutmeg for garlic.

Aaron's kiss has got me in a whole other universe. As I look up at the ceiling right now that's all I can really think about; That kiss. scratch that Aaron's kiss. I have to be specific with myself because I can't believe it happened at all. I mean one second I had virgin lips that had only dreamed of touching Aaron. I seriously did dream about all the scenarios of how this kiss could have happened. You know so that if it did happened I'd be prepared. Then the next second I'm thinking that I didn't prepare enough; Saying that I'm still in shock. I couldn't even explain the kiss. I don't want to be all cliché and all saying 'I felt fireworks'. Mainly because I don't even know what that means and it sounds awfully painful.

What I felt was unexplainable. Like that feeling you get when you are going to the peak of that Rollercoaster that everyone is scared of. At first you are fearful. Then you get to the peak and you are anxious wanting the ride to continue smoothly. When the ride is all over you are amazed wanting to do it again and again. That's the closest thing I could think of to explain it. At first I was nervous and scared about it because it was my first kiss. Then when I finally got into the kiss I was all giddy and hopeful I was doing it right. Finally when it was over I was yearning for more.

It was getting late and I could hear my mom coming into the house. I knew it was her because she was cursing about how she could never find her keys in her bag. She can be a loud person but I still love her. I always try to stay up until she gets home to make sure she got home safe. I was barely able to keep my eyes open right now. I check my phone to see it was 11:36pm. I was glad it was Good Friday tomorrow and that I didn't have school because I'd be too tired to go anyways. Just as I was about put my phone down I got message. Knowing it could only be from Aaron I immediately clicked on the notification.

' I had nice time with you today Terri and I hope you did too. Sleep well tonight and remember 8:30 tomorrow! Sweet dream, Aaron. '

I was simply too tired to but it was Aaron so I managed to text back with one eye open and then went to sleep.

Then next morning I was woken up by my alarm that I forgot to turn off yesterday. I was still tired yet I couldnt go back to sleep. Phone still in hand, I clicked on the 'New Message' notification.

'Haha, I don't know if that was some type of sexual innuendo or what but I suppose. you r even cuter when you are half awake, Aaron'

'What the heck is he talking about?' I thought to myself. I hurried and strolled up to see my last message to him.

' I willl try to haccve these so caleed sweet.r draems you speak of. does your dreamstaste sweet can I taste them?! weop nite handsome'

Well crap.

It was well near 8:25 and I was fully dressed. It took me forever to find something to wear. I was crazy nervous to be going out with Aaron. We went out just yesterday but this would be different. People from our school will be there at the party. His friends will be there. Plus his kiss was still on my mind.

'Would we act all weird about the kiss or what? Do I kiss him when I get into the car or is it too soon?', I didnt know what to do. I knew one thing though;I can't wait to see him. I was excited to see his reaction to my outfit. I was wearing a black and white striped tank top like shirt with a high waisted skirt that's in red ruffles. My black flats had little sailor anchors at the top and I had a necklace on to match. I was just nervous and excited to see Aaron in general.

Though I had school off my mom still had work. So she left earlier today not forgetting to tell me to be safe as she walked out the door. It was 8:30 now so I locked up the house and sat by the curb outside waiting for Aaron. Five minutes went by but I figured he was just running late. Another Fifteen minutes and I knew I'd been stood up. With my head down I started walking back to my front door when I got a message from Aaron.

'Sorry there has been a change of plans Daniel's parents came home so the party can't be there. The party is at my house now but I can't come get you because my hands are kinda tide with all of the people here and I got to keep an eye on them. So can you just walk here its not too far, Aaron.'

I smiled to myself. I was thinking the worst and now I feel bad. I made it to the Aaron's door in like five minutes he really didn't live far at all. he house was quiet and when I knocked on the door no one answered so I just walked in hoping Aaron wouldn't mind. The house was empty so I figured the party was in the backyard. I heard low music playing back there and what I thought was whispering. I pushed the French doors open to what I thought led to the backyard only to be soaked with water. I searched the perimeter to see my classmates and other people I didn't recognize, looking at me laughing. Tears welled up in my when I saw Aaron just a little off to the side laughing along too. I didn't care much about the others laughing but Aaron's a different story.

It was all planned. To make matters worse he planned it. I felt like I couldn't breath. My throat had a huge lump in it from trying not to cry. I tuned out all rude things people were saying or at least I tried. My clothes drenched in water I looked up noticing the water bucket that had soaked me. My eyes shifted to the now very close Aaron. He had this awful smirk on his face as if he felt accomplished. I look up to him with some sort of hope he had nothing to do with this but by the look he gave me I knew he had.

"Terri, I'm actually disappointed. I can't believe that you would think I'd actually go for you. It was all bet babe. All I had to do was take your first kiss. I don't see what was the big deal about you playing hard to get. It wasn't that hard at all. I just had to make you think I had some interest in you." His smirked only widen and I missed the smile that was just there yesterday even if it was fake; even if it was all fake. 'But it couldn't have been fake? Not all of it, it felt so real. That kiss felt so real.', I thought to myself. I could hear pounding in my ears. My heart was literally hurting. 'That's what he wanted you to believe, Terri.', My brain told me. Before I could let him see a tear slip. I hurried and turned on my heels only to fall scraping my hands and knees on the concrete. Making myself look even more pathetic. The laughing only got louder and I couldn't take it anymore. So I ran tripping some more along the way.

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I dedicated this chapter to indiecigars because in so in love with her story right now

and to the side is Terri's outfit but the dress part is red 

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