I never though that you could hurt me. I would look at you and see a future. You were the reasons for many laughs and many sleepless nights. You became a huge part in my life just to turn around and prove me wrong. Prove us all wrong. So please answer me this. What did you gain out of this, you've lost their trust, you made me cry multiple times, ruined our friend dynamic. All because you couldn't admit your feelings from the beginning. It wouldn't have hurt this much. Texting everyday and on facetime everyday. Going to sleep and waking up still talking to each other. Talking about you to my family. Telling you about the boy who hurt me just for to pull the same shit. The thing that probably hurts the most is knowing you were never mine. We were never a couple. Never a fling. Never us. We were just friends who occasionally flirted a lot. I shouldn't be this hurt over a boy who was never mine to begin with.
