FALLING IN LOVE WITH MR. DELIVERY MAN

Chapter 5

"I left my memories behind in search for freedom, but still follow me as I walk towards the future.

Darkest moments in the past where dreams spend the night in a cage and love is nothing but pain"

NATALIE's PoV

I woke up with a cry of a baby, but then its stopped, I smiled with my eyes closed. I had a wonderful sleep no distraction and it was so good. WAit!!! I realize something. I check my alarm clock and its say there almost mid noon.

I jump out into my bed as quick as I can but to find out that Joshua's not in his crib. But I'm pretty sure I heard him cry. But where is he?

His crib is empty, I quickly rush outside to found out Nicholas feeding my son and carrying into a manner of tenderly and dearly. Not knowing I'm watching them.

He's trying to make my baby burp... after a seconds my baby burp and laugh with Nicholas. They both having fun. How possible it could be, a Man can manage to take care a baby that is not his son?

"Wait, Why is here Anyway?"

"Hey! Goodmorning! He says "Glad You're awake!

"To answer your questions, I stayed here for a night". He said casually like he's trying to remind me of something.

"Did I say that loud?"I asked myself.

He laughs, "yup loud enough for me to hear Allie.! You must not do that as a habit, talking to yourself.

How's your sleep? I made some breakfast i dig in your fridge and I found some egg and bacon hope you don't mind using your kitchen again for a second time." He said while putting Joshua in his trolley.

"It's fine! Thanks"! walking to the kitchen. I remember what happens last night. I sit on the chair mindlessly. Everything gets clearer. My trauma kicks in last night. My brain started to hurt. And I didn't realize tears comes flowing out on my eyes. He witnesses something on me that no ones knows. My darkest and hideous things that happened to in the past that I'm trying to kept as my secret.

I was pre occupied on my thoughts that I didn't even notice him coming. "Are you alright Allie? His voice is full of concern. "Do you wanna talk about it? He added.

I quickly wipe my tears and slightly hide my face on him. I didn't look up instead get up on my seat and turned my back on him, I guess he already seen the worst and weakest point on me. He might think I'm crazy or maybe he will say that I need to go ask for help, a psychiatric. I don't wanna see those eyes who pitied me the entire life. It's sucks.

"Yeah, I'm fine!I just need to go to the bathroom."! I rushly stand up and walk away but he stopped me in the middle.he asked something that makes me froze on my ground.

"Is that always happens Allie?

"What you talking about", I pretended. Still my back on him.
"You know what I'm saying,I'm concerned a__"! I cut him off.

"Thanks for taking care of Joshua, but you must leave now"!And never show up! I said in a serious tone.

I know I'm being rude to him after all what he done He carried me to my bed, he take care of my son while I'm sleeping. He doesn't leave me in a moment that I'm weak. But I don't care, I don't want to talk to him, to deal with him and even see him again.