Complicated | Jasper Cillessen

Chapter 1

"But mom I really don't want to go!" I yelled half asleep in the morning. It was the first day of school and I was going to high school's last grade. I have never liked going to school and I still wonder why am I going to high school, but only one year I said to myself. "Sweetie, it's your most important school year! You have to go. I'll go to work now, have a nice day of school!" My mom yelled at me. "Thanks, have a nice day of work." I said and went to kitchen to get some breakfast. I checked the fridge and there wasn't anything to eat and I realized that I wasn't even hungry. So I decided to get myself ready.

I arrived to school and saw few couples and looked them enviously. I have not been in a relationship for a year now. I kinda miss being in a relationship... I waited my best friend in front of the school. Even though we had different classes, somehow we became best friends during high school. I was really blessed because of it, because I have never had friends though. 

"Finally you came. I've waited you for a long time!" I said. "Well you know... Amsterdam buses." She said. We went to inside of the school and checked where we have our first class. "Math oh how lovely..." I said. I hated math the most and I didn't understand anything. And surprise surprise, I sat alone in those classes. "I have English ugh. Well our both days didn't start well hahah." My best friend Anna laughed. "Well I guess I better should go to my class now. See you at lunch break!" I said while I was walking to my math class. "See you Sofie!" Anna waived at me. 

I went to sit to my old place in the class. I've actually always sat on this place. More people came to the class and no one didn't sit next to me. But I was used to it. Finally all the students came and there was only one spot left. Next to me. Then the teacher came with a blond guy. He looked attractive I must admit.  

"Good morning class! So we have a new student here. Introduce yourself." The teacher said. 

"Uhm hey, I'm Jasper Cillessen. I came here from Groesbeek. I play for the school football team."

Then I lost my interest. All the guys from school football team were idiots, arrogants and players. One of them broke Anna's heart and that was mainly the reason why I didn't like them that much. But I love football and I like to watch it. 

"Thank you Jasper. Well I see that there's only one place left and it's next to Sofie!" The teacher said and I woke from my daydream. Was he kidding me? Jasper looked directly at me and smiled. Then he walked to my place and sat next to me. "Hi." He said and smiled at me. I had to smile back at him because I wasn't that mean actually. "Hi." I said.

The teacher talked about his summer and boring school stuff which didn't affect us. I looked few times at Jasper and every time I looked at him, he was looking at me. Why was he staring at me? "So you play for the school football team. Are you a striker or midfielder?" I had to ask. I was really curious. "Hahah i'm a goalkeeper," Jasper laughed, "I have never met a girl who knows that much of a football. You watch it a lot I assume?" "Well yeah kinda. I played it when I was little and I still watch it." "Oohh. What team you support?" "AFC Ajax... You?" "Nice one! I support it too. I'd love to play in their team one day." Jasper said to me. 

Maybe I was wrong about this guy.