''I just wish you could see you how I see you'' Dean Winchester x Reader SMUT

I just wish you could see you how I see you.

You, Sam and Dean had been travelling for a good few hours before you reached the motel you were staying in. You guys had travelled from the bunker in Lebanon, Kansas all the way to North Dakota to do a job for a close friend. The drive there itself was 6+ hours. Not including snack stops and pee breaks.

By the time you had gotten to the motel you were actually feeling rested. You stayed in the back of the impala while Sam and Dean sat in the front per usual, and took the opportunity to catch up on some sleep.

You woke up to Dean gently patting your foot from the passenger door smiling down at you. ''C'mon gorgeous wake up'' He hummed. When you looked up it was dark outside, Dean was lit up by one of the shitty street lights by the motel rooms.

You jumped lightly as Sam slammed the trunk closed picking all of your stuff up and smiling at you from behind Dean ''Hey y/n'' He said cheerily. Before he walked to the motel room and unlocked the door.

Dean helped you out of the car and you immediately stuck to his side, wrapping your hands around him clinging to him. He chuckled softly. Okay so you were in a clingy mood. Not that Dean minded. Ever.

Sam let out a scoffed chuckle ''Deano Come check this out.'' He hummed walking in and putting everyone's shit down.

You and Dean followed suit and walked in to the blue lit motel room. You gave a giggle and looked around at the 80′s room. This was different to the ones you'd seen in the past and you'd seen your fair share of motel rooms. There were two big beds with white sheets but the blue lights made them illuminate.

Dean let out a laugh and walked around before Sam pointed out what was in front of both of the beds. Two giant wall mirrors The literal size of the wall.

Dean's eyes lit up as he checked himself out in the mirror in front of your decided bed. He let his eyes travel to you through the mirror as you sat down on the bed hiding your hands in your sweater. You looked up at him and offered a little bit of an off smile before your eyes travelled back to your shoes.

Dean could see that something was up and he turned to actually face you. He walked over and planted himself between your legs and grabbed your chin gently. ''Hey baby. whats up?'' He asked quietly and you just shook your head.

Sam interrupted as he walked out of the bathroom '' Hey guys-'' He started seeing how close you and Dean were. His mind obviously going straight to the gutters. '' I'm uh- Going to the bar. If you wanna come with'' He offered.

Dean shook his head. ''I'll pass baby brother, I think me and y/n are just gonna chill out'' He told him and Sam gave a simple nod as he put his jacket on announcing that he was gonna take the key but he might be a little late, before he left.

Dean knelt down in front of you his knees cracking as he did so. He looked up at you with those beautiful emerald green eyes full of concern. ''Alright. he's gone. now spill.'' He said rubbing your knees and thighs softly as he listened.

You let out a mumbled sigh knowing he wouldn't let it go until you told him what was wrong.

''I just- I just don't really like that.'' You said motioning to the mirror in front of you. ''I can see too much of myself...''

Dean frowned softly. It killed him knowing that you didn't like your appearance as much as you should. As much as he did.

He sighed and continued to rub your thighs before moving to try and get your hands out of your sweater. ''Baby you can never see too much of yourself. I know. I get it. Sometimes its tough to look at yourself in the mirror but you gotta believe me when I say this. You're beautiful. You truly are. You don't see it and I know that. I'm not trying to tell you to stop being self conscious because that takes time. but...'' He sighed. He was frustrated. He didn't know how to word all of the things he wanted to tell you.