It's like I'm falling,
These thoughts surrounding me,
High on death's victory,
Waiting on my ending.
The dark's swarming me,
These nightmares clawing me,
Slashes to my sanity,
Goodbye peace I'm losing gravity.
Can you reach for me; no,
Can you save me; no,
Drifting long off, woah,
Living breathing me is no more.
Such a beautiful release; I'm,
Believing in certain occurrence; too,
Much has happened for me to see; far,
Into my future to feel any reassurance; gone.
Notice my ways,
Relapsing what's been missing,
My being becoming defeated,
My spirit fleeing from breathing.
It's like I'm falling,
These thoughts surrounding me,
High on death's victory,
Waiting on my ending.
The dark's swarming me,
These nightmares clawing me,
Slashes to my sanity,
Goodbye peace I'm losing gravity.
I can see why you like to tick me off,
Cuz now I'm an easy target,
Now my guard can't stand up,
Let's see how far you can get.
I was once a man who could stand,
Not one of you dared to cross me,
Now you all look at me like a punch bag,
Thinking I'm the easy one, two, three.
Who's to remind you who stayed with you,
When you were down in the dark,
Thoughts haunting you you feelin',
Ready to pierce that knife in your heart.
Who's to remind you who spit fire,
When your ex was mentally abusing you,
Nothing you felt but powerless but with him,
You were on top til I brought realization you're just another heart he could use.
It's like I'm falling,
These thoughts surrounding me,
High on death's victory,
Waiting on my ending.
The dark's swarming me,
These nightmares clawing me,
Slashes to my sanity,
Goodbye peace I'm losing gravity.
I was the one who brought you peace,
I was the one who stole my patience,
I was the one who risked my heart,
I was the one who lost his fragrance.
I was the one who became anxious,
Now realizing my wrongs in my jaws,
I cut my tongue for my better spirit,
Even though I shredded words teeth like claws.
Now I wish I didn't,
Spit fire I can not,
Broken minded I'm stuck,
Body failing as I rot.
These thoughts haunt me,
Like a witch I'm cursed,
Words crash and gash,
Failed attack depression grows worse.
It's like I'm falling,
These thoughts surrounding me,
High on death's victory,
Waiting on my ending.
The dark's swarming me,
These nightmares clawing me,
Slashes to my sanity,
Goodbye peace I'm losing gravity.
Chase for peace but come short,
I can't see the light the halls grown dark,
Black mist corrupts these walls,
This is it I feel it I'm fading apart.
Get off my ass,
Don't say "it gets better,
Pick up your shit,
Pull yourself together".
No you get better,
I relapse back to havoc,
Can't control my emotions,
But see inner peace I'll grab it.
