Btw, I love you

Chapter 4

Roxy's pov

"So... Do you have any siblings?" He looks truly interested at me. Lisa. I look at him, and I feel tears getting into my eyes. Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry. I can't hold my tears anymore and start crying. He looks confused at me;  "I'm sorry I... Did I say something wrong?" The poor guy.. He things he did something wrong..  "I... I'm sorry you didn't do anything wrong, don't worry" I say, while crying. I want to stop crying but I just can't. He looks confused at me again, but then he looks sweet and caring. "Are you okay?" Suddenly I trust him. "I... I think so... I have to tell you something.." I look at him, tears roll down my cheeks. He looks back; "Okay.. Go on.." I look down at the table, and start telling him about Lisa. "I had a twin sister... Her name is Lisa she.. She died.. One year ago we found out that she had cancer and one month ago she..." My voice breaks, and I stop talking. I look up again, at Jim, wondering what he is gonna say or do. "I'm so sorry for you... I get why my question made you cry, I am so sorry, I never should've asked it." His voice sounds sweet and caring. "It's okay, you couldn't know..." Why is he so sweet? Because I started crying? 

Jim's pov

I see her sitting there, crying, and suddenly I feel really sorry for her. She really looks like she needs a hug.. I stand up, walk to the other side of the table and take her wrist. What do I say now? How do I say I want to hug her? I decide not to say anything, and I take her to the couch. When she sat down, she looks at me. I see a surprised, but sad look in her eyes. I can't hold myself anymore, I put my arms around the beautiful girl sitting next to me. Why are you doing this? She is a girl. She is a nerd! I feel her, hugging back, holding me close. She rests her head against my chest, making my T-shirt wet with her tears. I rest my chin on her head, we still haven't said anything since I took her to the couch. But then I wipe her tears away and whisper: "Just cry everything out. I'm here for you.." I try to make it sound soft and sweet, because I feel like she needs someone to hold her and to talk like this to her. She is so cute.. She stops crying, and looks up at me. I feel her hands on my back, still holding me. She whispers back: "Why are you so sweet? I thought u didn't like me.."