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I'm afraid of being afraid 💛

I'm afraid of being afraid 💛

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December 1, 2018

   Today was the final day of the tour, and they decided to host tonight's event at night.

  The site was beautiful, I didn't get a chance to speak to my parents. Because of the events with Rocky. We haven't spoke since last night, I haven't felt any different from yesterday. But the thought of a baby probably scares him, shit it scares me too.

   I was in my dressing room, along with Monea, Morgan, Mine.

  There were smoking a pipe, Meanwhile Monea brought pregnancy test in here. Convincing me to take them.

  There's not a possibility I'm pregnant this early, it's hasn't been that long to tell.

   I know I'm not, "Boogie? Please." She continued

I applied some mascara to my eyelashes, "Tonight, can I just get through my speech first." 

She nodded, and continued to get dress.
   I applied lotion on my legs and arms.

  The door moved slowly, "Can we can have the room please?" I heard Rocky's voice.

  I looked up at him and he held a plastic white bag. The girls left the room immediately, I eyed the pregnancy test on the vanity.

  "You look beautiful baby, you ready?" He smiled, shutting the door.

  "Not really, I need some loving." I pouted

He nodded and grabbed my hand, he sat down on the couch and I sat in his lap

  "I gotcha something." He smiled and grabbed something out the white bag

  "I hope it's not no funny shit." I straight faced him

  "It's not." He laughed

  He pulled out a box, and some Reese Cups.

Which was my favorite chocolate, "Ooop, gimmme." I reached out for it

"Open the box first." He laughed

I opened the box slowly, it was a ankle bracelet that had a butterfly and pretty flacko
    "Awww babe thanks." I grabbed his face and kissed him

"Thank my moms." He laughed, "Good luck today though, I love you."

I smiled, "I love you too."

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