Say Something

chapter one

i was minding my own business at my locker talking to a few friends when HE decided to come over. i was really uncomfortable since last night he took my virginity without my permission. i remember it as if it just happened....

~~~~~flashback~~~~~

i was sitting on my bed studying for a history quiz. i heard my parents yelling downstairs, and then my door open. it was Ryan, my older brother. he was older than me by 5 years and he was 16, which meant i am 11. Ryan came to my bed and grabbed my arms pinning me down. "what are you doing?" i asked him. he replied "shut up Lindsay. i am doing what dad does to mom. if it is okay for him to do it then it must be for me." he then pulled down my pants and then his. i tried to wiggle out of his grasp but i couldn't. he then inserted himself into me, which made me wince in pain. he held my mouth shut and started moving in and out fast. he then moaned loudly and i felt some liquid release into me. after it happened i just crawled into a corner and cried all night long.

~~~~end of flashback~~~~

i tried to ignore his presence and grabbed my books and headed to class. of course he followed. i was right next to the boys bathroom when i was pushed inside. it was Ryan. he locked the door and came to me. i went to the corner and coward there. he took  his pants  and came to me and pulled my pants down. i started crying and he punched me in the jaw. i just laid there and took it. after he was done class started. i ran out of the bathroom and ran to the girls bathroom. i immediately puked. it was do disgusting that he would do that to his own sister. my private part was really sore and all i wanted to do was lay there and cry. i stayed in that bathroom until class was over and a girl my age came in with two other girls. one of them ran to get the nurse and the other two stayed with me and comforted me. after a few minutes the nurse came and got me. i was brought home immediately and went to my bedroom and locked the door. what my brother did changed me....