Dear Diary.

I'm sitting in my room it's currently 1:11 am, and I'm utterly lost.  My boyfriend just broke up with me hours ago and the guy that can't get over me doesn't want me.. I feel so alone.. I don't like being single.. I'm so dependent on having someone there to take care of me because I can't take care of myself.  I'm spiraling into madness and I'm feeling depressed with no one to turn to.  My past keeps creeping up on me and I'm paranoid it's going to overtake everything of my life.. I don't know what to do anymore..