For my dearest friend,
Your phone rung from my best friend calling you and you answered it out of curiosity because for the past few days she lead you on about a mystery girl who liked you. Once you answered that phone you started up your questions about her and my friend wouldn't answer none. Once the call was over with ,my friend looked at me and said "I don't want you to be heartbroken again please talk to him" at that moment my eyes filled with tears and I lost it. You were my Best friend and I was more scared of losing you than rejection. She wrote your number on my hand and I felt myself staring at it, having a war between my heart and my mind. In the phone call between you two, you keep guessing names and then you paused and guessed mine. My stomach churned and I felt nauseous. My mind swirled with fearful questions. Was this the end? Does he know it's me? What are you thinking? What's next? I returned home that night with fear swirling my body. I sat down and wrote part 2 to your letter. (In part one I wrote a thank-you letter and I gave it to him in person/ it wasn't posted on wattpad ) I cried until my eyes couldn't see no more. I wrote till my fingers got numb. I fell to the ground and cried, at that moment nothing could be done. I either lose you or live the rest of my life with the weight of loving you on my shoulders and knowing there will never be an "us". I know you are strong, I mean you pick up weights for a living, but I'm different I can barely pick up the weight on my shoulders. While writing the letter all I could think of was the times we had together. You told me you loved me but we all knew it was as a friend. I love you too. My dearest friend those 3 words hold so much to me in my heart. I know that one day you might never see this but I felt it was time to get the weight off my shoulders. But please once you read this don't leave me.... Please.... I rather be your friend than be nothing. I can't imagine this life without you. During the phone call I realized that I have barely even have .000001% chance of being with you. Because your the one for me while she is the one for you. I am your friend ,you are my heart. But for now you don't know who I am.... But one day you will and it will be shocking but for now just keep guessing you will find out one day..... Don't worry my love...
The girl who isn't who you think it is.....
Ahhhhh another amazing letter to a boy hoped y'all missed me I missed y'all so much!!
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