Infinite (Discontinued)

prologue

I am Diana Phillips.
I am your average normal highschool teenager.
Nothing special about me.
Nothing at all.
...But,I wish I do have something special.
This is my story.
The story where my world was turned upside down.

....

[2012]

"And now, the winners for the mathematics quiz are from first place to last is, Azutsu Kaede,Diana Phillips and Rhayzia binti Hanyazy"
The announcer said.

I was so hyped up. I got second place! Now I'm sure I'll get more friends! I’ve won a lot of competitions lately!

"Congratulations on first place Azutsu! You're the best!"

"You got third place! I knew you could do it, Rhayzia! I thought you'd get second place though"
I overheard.
I looked around my surroundings to see everyone else complimenting the other participants. No one else came up to me. Am I that unnoticeable? Not even a single congratulations from anyone else other than the teachers. Maybe I'm just trying to hard, to make friends to ease my conscious...

[Class time]
"Hey , is anyone here named ‘Diana’?"
One of the teachers asked.

"I've never heard that name before?"

"Who is she?"

"Uh, I think you got the wrong class teach."

"Who's Diana?"

"That... would be me." I said as I stood up. I felt... Invisible...why did no one recognised me. But, I mean...maybe it's just my fault. I didn't really try to stand out too much...right?

[School ends]

"So, hows school?" said aunty.
"School's great....," I said sarcastically.
"I heard you got second place~," said Aunty with a smile....kinda...
"Yes...I did.."

"Aunty," I said.
"Yes,sweety?" she replied.
"Why won't anyone be my friend?" I asked.
Aunty's face turned from smiling to a worried expression.
"What did they replied when you asked them to be friends?" she asked.
"They said I can't because their friend list is too full and that I can't be their friend. I always thought you can have unlimited friends."
"Sweety,It's okay. I'm sure you'll get a lot of great friends soon. In the due time, you still have me, Don, Sorrine..."
"I know...You said that for like the 6th time this year..."
"Hehe,sorry..."

"Aunty."
"Yes?"
"Why can't I be special?"
"But you already are-"
"Why Can't 'I' Be Special?"

The conversation ended there. Why couldn't she answer that question? It is simple.
'Why Can't I Be Special'....It's as simple as that,Why couldn't she answer it...

I just want to be special. Every single comic books,every single manga,every single anime,every single story book even, there's always that one character that makes them unique. I want to be ‘that’ character. I want to be unique too .Why can't I? Am I too selfish. I just want to be more than average.

For now, I'll just say that I'm an ordinary person with an ordinary life. I am not special.
That is all.

But....this is a story about how my life turned upside down.