Stray Kids Imagines

Unsteady {B.C}

If you haven't listened to the song above I totally recommend it!! It's called Unsteady- by X Ambassadors
As you can probably guess it was my inspiration for this imagine.
Welp lets get along with it!~
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I ran out the door as fast as I could. I couldn't stand being in that house any longer. I walked down the sidewalk, holding back tears, arms shivering because I forgot to bring a jacket.

Is this how it feels?

Is this what it's like?

Feeling hopeless.

Like my whole world is crumbling down.

My parents have been at it with eachother for weeks now. And for some reason, I feel like it's all my fault. Although I never did anything, my mind keeps resorting to me being the cause of all of it. I have no clue what will happen, but I have a feeling it won't be good.

I hear a ding coming from my phone in my pocket. Wiping away the tears, I checked who it was, feeling relieved when it was a message from my boyfriend, Chan.

I looked down at those loving words, tears welling up again. I've told Chan about what's been going on. However, he's been too busy these days that I don't get to see him much.

I immediately texted him back. I wanted to see him. I wanted to forget about everything else. I wanted to be with the person I love and not think about these distressing issues.

Chan and I met two years ago when we stumbled upon eachother at a park. I was sitting on a bench under a tree, taking pictures of the scenery. Chan ended up getting in my shot, and when I asked him to move, he just told me to take pictures of him. I obliged and we ended up having a whole ass photoshoot that evening. That place has become our spot ever since. Cliché, I know right?

I walked towards the park as the chilly afternoon breeze hit against my exposed arms and face. It didn't take long for me to get there since I lived nearby. I walked up to the bench under the tree, plopping myself down as I waited for Chan to get here.

I sat there, staring at the ground, for I don't know how long. Giving myself even more reasons to be more upset with the situation.

"Hey.," a voice suddenly appeared next to me.

I quickly looked to my side and felt relief tumble throughout my insides at the sight of what I've been craving the most as of late.

"Chan!" I rushed into his arms in a matter of seconds.

"Woah! Hey," he chuckled, hugging me back just as tightly.

I stayed in his arms for what seemed like forever. It was the only place I ever felt safe. I was enveloped in his scent and warmth. I never wanted to let go. And it seemed like he didn't want to either.

"Hey, aren't you cold? Here." He proceeded to take off his black hoodie. "Wear it.," he said, handing it to me.

"But Chan..."

"Don't worry. I'll be fine."

I complied and put it on, immediately feeling 10x warmer.

"Come on. Let's sit down." Chan led me to the bench and wrapped his arm around me as we sat down. I rested my head on his shoulder as the cold wind blew against my face.

"I know you've been going through a tough time lately. I just feel so bad that I can't be there with you 24/7. I'm so sorry." Chan spoke in a soft, almost heartbreaking, voice.

"There's nothing to be sorry about. It happens sometimes. I'm just unfortunate enough to have it happen to me.," I spoke in the same, soft voice, "I just hope my parents don't actually end up getting divorced."

"Hey.," he gently turned my head to face him. "Just know that none of it is your fault, whether you believe so or not. You got that?"

I stared back at him without saying a word. Before I know it, a tear rolls down my cheek.

"No. No crying here.," he says as he gently wiped the tear away with his thumb. "You are not going to be crying these tears in my presence, okay? You have done nothing wrong for it to lead to this. It.. isn't.. your.. fault."

He looked into my eyes, saying the last few words slow and steady to make sure they register properly in my brain.

I nodded and gave him a soft smile, becoming enlightened to what he was saying. He responded back with his own wide smile and cute dimples, instantly making me feel even better.

"How about we watch movies and cuddle tonight?," he asks standing up, reaching out a hand to me, waiting for my obvious answer.

"Of course, silly. Is that even a question?," I say as I grab his outreached hand.

As we walked to his car, hand in hand, I couldn't help but think...

Thank you, Bang Chan. For always making it even the slightest bit better.

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It's been a WHILE
yikes...
Can't believe it's been a YEAR
i'm sorry
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I've had this in my drafts for so long and I finally finished it
I'm sorry if it LitERaLlY sucks
I've had writer's block for the longest time now
But now all of a sudden at 1 a.m. my brain is like "you know what you should do¿? WRITE"
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I have so many ideas and drafts that I haven't done and who knows if I will

Atleast I'm back for the meantime so yAy 👏🏻

Welp... Byeeeeee😘