Dear Diary,
Growing up in a big family,
many people get jealous by what i have...
Can't deny the fact...
being the youngest out of 9 siblings
really put me in the middle of attention.
No matter in what aspect,
the expectation are higher than toward other siblings.
But again,
being the center of attention
meaning being the center of affection.
As long as you're good enough,
they will never leave you alone...
...
...
...
BULLSHIT
ALL OF THIS IS BULLSHIT
WHY!!!
WHY MUST THE YOUNGEST SUFFER ALONE
INDEED
THE WORLD IS UNJUST
BUT
IS IT REALLY THIS MEAN AND CRUEL???
