Where I am going....

The begging

Where to start...oh yes right the begging, well let see. The life is something you don't choose I think it choose you. Life is hard and I can tell at this point of my growing, first I think family have to be something normal but is not for all... the dad is the power and the mom is the safety. But, is not like it. Her life is mess up. There parent where always agressive like fight try to kill them self with out carries the mental damage they create to there children she always see the fight and the boy she hide it to see the damage...she keeps growing up seeing that lets be honest not all the time but the success she see is enough to say is too much. After a couple of year she go to high school yeah weird times here we go!!! But it was not like that her parents keep doing there stuff but hey like I tell you is was not every day is just some times...but still there. Her mom says that she cheated to her dad because he deserves at some point is true but believe if I where her with that kind of husband I will not do that cuz i can tell what i feel what can happen. Keeping it up to high school drama she feel that her soul don't belong there and who ever feel that normal on teenagers right? The problem just begging my crazy readers.

Do you ever feel you want to be somebody else but you just still you? Yes, that happens. She was havin a double life. How's that possible? In her mind. She was having some friend and she damage that friendship without even starting it. Why? Because she was having that fantasies in her mind she introduced that second life to some of her friend as a boy and probably now you can tell what's next.