don't lie to me

chapter 20

Time skip 2 months

*firkles p.o.v*

Its been 2 months since I found out that I still love ike and Q. I started dating Q and started trying to forget Ike. Me and Quin relationship is better than me and Ik- than the other ones before this one. But I still never feel that spark that I had with him I don't want to tell him and I wont. Q looks happy when we kiss. He's a great boyfriend A amazing one as a matter of fact....but not for me. I wish I could share the same feeling Quin feels for me. But I cant and i don't think I will never. I do like him its just I don't love him. Not like I did with ike I feel bad and I hate myself for it. Ike's dating someone already I tell myself always but that doesn't change the feelings inside me and it should. "Hey babe whats wrong...?" Quin asks me. We are out in a date. "Huh no Q im good!" I said with a littler shudder. "O-okay if you didn't want to go out today I understand we can go back..." He says softly. He never wants to do anything I don't want to do. "What no way! We just got here come-on!" I said with a smile and grab his hand and walk inside the mall. He smiles as we walk to a store. He hold my hand and smile I do too. We walk into a clothing store and I see someone I never wanted to see. I saw him. He sees me I think. I turn to Quin and say in a whisper "lets go to another store please." He looks at me and nods. We didn't go to another store we head to a food mall. "What happened babe" he asked. "Quin did you see that guy with the black hair and that girl..?" I ask he nods. "He's my ex boyfriend... The one who used me for a bet." I said in shudders and sniffs. I don't cry but im on the edge. He understand and hugs me tightly and kisses me on the top of my head then he gives me a kiss on the lips. I kiss back then we break it off. I love these moments with him. He will never leave me like Ike did. He will love me forever....right?