Can I Actually Fall In Love???

History...

Ollie's POV...

So I have never ever told anyone this... I said to my invisible diary.

I needed to get it out, it is the reason I hate boys at the moment.

From day dot I have loved being with boys and staying with them to hang out. I turned into a proper tomboy and was thinking if I was abnormal.

But the thing is recently, I have been getting abuse from my boy friends. If abuse is even the right word. They were my friends since primary school and now we were all 16...

They had started to not invite me to their houses to mess around and we won't even go out to places like McDonald's if all of us are there.

In our little group, there is Me, Jay, Darnell, Sam and Callum. Don't ask why there is only me as a girl...

So anyway as I said, they started to get a little toooo touchy feely, I was alright with them hugging me and all that as friends, but Darnell leaned in to kiss me about a week ago. Even though he said it was gonna be in the cheek, why did I need a kiss???

We were talking perfectly fine, and then he decided to be an idiot like that.

Then what really pissed me off and nearly out of the boat, was when Jay took me to the side and asked to take me to McDonald's and I asked if the others were going and he said it would just be us two... and winked.

This told me they had started puberty and their hormones were changing, although it shook me up, I carried on like normal. The next day, me and Jay went to Maccie D's like planned, soon after when are were having dessett , Jay asked me if I liked boys "in that way."

I told him the truth and said some boys were pretty good looking and I wouldn't mind having a relationship now but not with anyone from our school.

He looked annoyed for some reason and told me we had to leave because he had to be home by ten!!!

This was not normal for Jay, he was a party animal and loved staying out late and his parents didn't even care.

As we walked towards my house, he told me he mind relationships now either, which freaked me a little. Then when i was a couple of doors away from my house, Jay grabbed my ass and said this is what people do in relationships if I ever had one. Then walked on like nothing happened, so I decided to forget it.

The next day was Saturday, and I felt like going out. I texted the boys on a group chat to see if they had any plans, they all said they were busy...

I felt like I missing out on something because normally every other Saturday, we would go out. Then Jay wrote "You had your treat yesterday ;)" This annoyed me badly and I hurled my phone on my bed...

What was wrong with them??? I decided to go talk to Izzy, she would know answer to this random and pathetic "boy stuff" or is it girly stuff...

As I went to Izzy, I told her everything that had happened from Darnell and Jay to the message and the general way the boys were acting...

She stood there summing what I had said to her and then finally suggested that they had fallen in love with me before telling me to get our so she could talk on the phone... Bitch

Why the fuck, would he suggest something like that??? Ewww!!! I know what I said to Jay but I wasn't actually ready for a relationship, although there are some cute guys out there but I am too ugly for anyone.

Another thing is that they can't all like me and I remember Callum telling me that he fancied another girl (I am closest to him, so he tells me everything) and I was just Like yeah whatever cool.

Anyway after I had shaken that horrible thought away, I got on a mission to find out what the boys were actually doing.

I knew that if they met up, they would be at Callum's. I rang up Callums mum and told her the plan I was making, she agreed because Callum wasnt being himself. As I got to the door, I rang Claire up to tell her to open the door, she did and let me in, we had a little chat and then she told me they were in his room. I made my way upstairs, quietly and then listened by the door as I stood there I put my phone on record.

Here is what I heard:

Jay: So I did it yeah, and she was actually so surprised, it looked like she had seen a ghost and I walked away.

Darnell: Ennit bro, she was all clammy after I tried kissing her. She is well frigid.

Callum: We should have respect for her, we have been with her since we could toddle and now we are messing her mind up. (At least some one had some sense!!!)

Sam: But her figure is great have you seen it

They all started to laugh(very funny) and they started agreeing. Like wtf... :o :o :/

Callum: I agree she is fit ( I am dying how could they)

Jay: If only we could see more of it...

As I sat at the top of the stairs, I messaged them, asking if they were free now. I was fuming, but needed to head replies.

An assortment of ringtones and beeps went off and I heard Darnell say "Oh the little drama queen says she wants to meet up with up, what's her problem she don't wanna be a good friend but wants to meet up with up what the fuck!!"

Let's all say no again said Sam

I stormed downstairs and walked past Claire who was asking a thousand questions per minute as i walked out the door, I saw from the corner of my eye that the boys had looked from upstairs...

hey guys, sorry that was so long but more is to come...

QOTC-

What do you think will happen???

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xxx - Izzy