CHAPTER 12- Conscience

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(Park Ji Seul's POV)

"No, I want to end this here and now. Even if it is going to turn into a fight to the death because...I love you, Ji Seul! I can't afford to see you getting hurt," Suho says making me shocked than ever. I turn to Jimin, whose eyes seemed to have built a sort of anger in them. Suho saw my tensed and confused form and held my hands, "I loved you the moment I saw you coming into our class. I felt a sort of connection with you and decided to befriend you. Turns out, it was love at first sight. And when I heard your story..." He glared as he glanced at Jimin who had his fists turning white, "I wanted to fucking kill that bastard. I wanted to show you happiness when you started hurting yourself over and over."

I was touched at his words. 'How did he manage to hide this big heart of his from me?' It must have been hurtful for him to wait that long to confess his love... I turned to Jimin as he bit his lips at a point where the corner of it started to bleed. I didn't know what to do when Suho suddenly asks me out of the blue, "I know this isn't the right time but will you give me a chance?" Should I worry about Jimin or start to move on with Suho? If I went with Suho, I'd be happy to see that someone cared for me and loved me for real. If I went to Jimin, I'll only get more hurt by his words and action.

That was when I took the decision that might change my life, "Yes, Suho. I'll gladly be your girlfriend." Out of the corner of my eye, I could see Jimin turn away and walk in the other direction. He stopped and glanced at me with an apologetic voice, "I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings. I'll leave so as not to cause any more tension between us." With that, he walked off while Suho eyes me up and down with a cheerful expression, "Thank you so much, Ji Seul. I wanted to do this the minute I saw you." I cringed, "You don't have to be so cheesy, Suho." He rubbed the back of his neck, "I guess I was just too carried away." I smiled and as we hugged each other, the whole BTS crew was applauding for us.

Everyone was happy except Jimin. His smile didn't quite reach his eyes and I felt a slight guiltiness over me. Xiumin claps Suho's back, "Great job, bro. I was wondering when you'd burst!" Seulgi hugged me as she whispered, "I'm happy you finally found an answer." The guys all came at once and nearly toppled me over with their bear hug. "I'm so happy for you noona!" Jung Kook cheered while Taehyung smirked, "Say, when's the wedding?" I raised an eyebrow at him, "You are cheeky, aren't you?" I smirk as I pull everyone to the Ferris Wheel.

Immediately, Taehyung's face was drained of cheekiness and was now pure fear, "Noona, you won't do this to me. Please! You know how I am scared of heights." I glanced sideways at him, "Well, you should have thought of that when you and Kookie tackled Hoseok oppa into the haunted house. Consider this a revenge I am taking for him!" Hoseok gave him the evil look as he pushed Taehyung and Jung Kook into the first seat. They squirmed but didn't fight back coz they knew I would come and help push them in and give them a good glare.

Suddenly, Suho held my hand, "Let's get in too, jagi!" My ears turned red as my eyes widen in shock, "Suho, you're making me nervous!" He chuckled, "Then, I'll be there to make you strong." Then, someone behind us cleared his throat and barged past us. Jimin didn't even look back as I nearly stumble and fell. It was as if he didn't care about me at all. Not even as his cousin. That was when I saw him showing his charms to a girl, who stood about a few metres away from where he stood. I felt a pang of jealousy as I watched him wink at her and her reaction to his flirtatious efforts.

Suho immediately caught my attention by pulling me into one of the cabins as I saw Jimin walk over to the girl. My eyes squinted as I looked from above at their actions. Suho stood beside me and gave a smug grin, "You know, there is this legend!" My attention was totally focused in Jimin and the girl but I replied to Suho, "What legend?" I didn't want him to think that I had forgotten he was my boyfriend since the past fifteen minutes. "It is said that couples who kiss at the top of the Ferris Wheel, their love will last forever," he says as he holds my hand. I turn to him and without warning, he held my cheek and pressed his lips on mine.

Instantly, I froze in shock as his lips moved on mine. His kiss was subtle and gentle but it didn't feel the same as the one I had with Jimin. His lips had made me wanting for his touch but Suho's kiss made me feel guilty with myself. I felt as if I was tricking myself but also toying with other people's emotions. Am I really happy? I mean, I did the right thing...Right?

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I wonder if anyone else has the same thoughts! So, I thought that we might have Jimin and Ji Seul's ship name as SeulMin... I think its weird but if anyone else has any ideas, you could gladly inform me about it. I was thinking about having that ship name in the story later on...

 I was thinking about having that ship name in the story later on

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