You say you love me, yet you stay with her. I guess you can love more than one person at the same time, but not in the same way. You say you don't love her anymore. Not after what she did, but I think part of you does. You are always there when I really need you. You listen to every word, every complaint, every pain in the ass or heart. You always make sure I'm okay. I do the same for you. You call I answer, that's the deal, no, the promise. You say that you love me, that being with her is just a game of revenge. She cheated, I understand the want, no, the need for revenge. Trust me I do. We both know she deserves it. We also know that my presence irritates her, she hates that we're still close. I can't help but wonder if I've become a pawn in the game. A way to get a reaction from her. A way to prove that you can't be controlled. The thing is I refuse to be a pawn. Not anymore. I've been one long enough in my life. I am not a piece to show off to impress people or to piss them off. I have feeling too. Don't make me protect myself from you. That's the last thing I want.
I trust you. I love you. I do.
But I have to come First.....
Your move...
