the past two weeks was horrid
problems with classes
changing classes
marked being tardy in a class (when I'm there right on the dot *eye roll*)
researches due so soon
let's admit it, I'm pro C.A.S - tination (stole that from a friend ;))
you can't blame me if I cried day in and day out
how can I not when everywhere I turn a huge wall slams into my face?
So I prayed and I prayed
And I whined and I cried
and I tried again and again
It'd be so easy to just give up
But why should I surrender? Why should I let them push me down
Heck no you don't know who you're messing with do you?
People keep on telling me
just give up, just give up
ha ha ha
no way
there's always three choices: Give up, Give in, or give it your all
Even so, it is so hard
Nothing seems to be going right
I can't help but question
"Am I really supposed to be here?"
I had doubts even berfore coming
And I've learned enough times to trust my gut
or at least I thought so
My gut also tells me that there's no way it'd be so easy to be here if I'm not here for a reason
So I will fight, fight, and fight
How can I not?
When God has given me both the reason and the strength to go on
At least for now
For my parents, for my friends, for myself and my secret dream
My first love that I thought hated me told me to take care
My saving grace that helped me survive the year told me good job
My parents said they'd support me no matter what
And I got back my bestie who drifted apart from me
Now how can I give up when everyone supports me so much
143 folks
Thanks
I'm ready now
