"So where are you gonna go?" Nii-chan asked
I decided to move out.
Nii-chan just got married, and he's not gonna have kids if I was in the house.
I'm also in my senior year, so its fitting for me to be on my own already.
"I don't know, I'm still looking. I found this cheap room but its too far from Uni."
"Don't be silly, I can help you pay for rent. Just look for apartments near JU."
"No! Nii-chan, my salary from my part time job is enough. You already pay for my tuition and everything, I don't want you to waste your money on me. Most especially now that you're married."
He smiled and patted my back, he looked teary eyed for a sec.
"I'm so proud of you, Misaki. Even though Mom and Dad left us so early, I was too scared to raise you by myself. You grew up to become a responsible adult. Thank you."
I hugged him, and almost teared up a bit.
"WHOAAA! I know, I know! I know just the place, Misaki! Oh my gawd, why didn't I thought of this sooner? I know a place!"
...
Nii-chan was right.
This place is just a 10 minute walk from JU, I could even see the school green field from here.
But wait, this is the penthouse.
I think Nii-chan got the floor wrong.
I rang the doorbell, no answer.
I rang it again. Nothing.
I knocked on the door and it swung forward a bit.
It was open.
I walked inside and the place covered the whole floor.
There were tons of paper scattered on the floor, books stacked up everywhere and crumpled up tattered books as well.
I went to look around and a gut feeling was brewing inside me.
I think Niichan brought me intro a trap.
I took a piece of paper from the pile on the floor, and I found a find looking hand writing.
The paper read, "I don't know if I can hold on to him anymore, I'm using him. For my own selfish wish."
This line felt lonely.
Or is that me?
"My selfish wish, how can I stop? Should I keep going even though I clearly see his dying inside?"
"How did we even get to this point? I've longed for a friend in you but you gave me more. I don't deserve you."
"The only one who can quench this thirst I've been living with is only him, my selfish wish."
Tears fell from my eyes as I read the paragraph.
I can feel the loneliness from each word.
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