"What's wrong ?"
"-I-I'm lost. I've spent all my life trying to change who I am . And When I'm here , I do and I'm happy."
"But...?"
"But then the day ends and I'm me again . I'm want to be happy but I don't think I know how to do that anymore."
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[waring: this chapter is kinda intense. There are mentions of rape . Read at your own risk]
As Strip that down by Liam Payne started to play around Nick's apartment. And Vivian couldn't help but feel numb as she watched as everyone was having fun . Veronica was grinding herself onto Archie. Probably getting him turned on or something.
It's been a couple of days since the whole incident Vivian had with her father . And all brunette could do was try not to think about it. She's was done with her father. He was a greedy man , who would stop at nothing as long as he gets what he wants .
As Vivian stared at a not so happy Betty from across the room . She couldn't help but wonder what's got the blonde so moody lately .
Veronica noticed the Cooper girl siting along and pulled away from her boyfriend and made her way to her .
"B, Come on , it's a party . Have some fun ." The raven girl whines as she went to grab Betty's hands but she quickly pulled away .
"Like you , you mean ." Betty sassed making everyone stop what they were doing and stared at the blonde . "I was going to say you're making a fool of yourself. Acting like some privileged, shallow ,airhead party girl ."
"Excuse me?"
"You better shut the hell up , Betty ." Vivian growled at the blonde . Vivian and Veronica May not see eye to eye all the time but they were sisters. And she was not going to let anyone especially Betty Cooper insult her sister.
"I mean , it's all recycled banter and plunging necklines and throwing shade to distract us . All from the fact that there's nothing going on underneath-" Betty continued ignoring the youngest lodge words . Making her let out a scoff.
"Betty , What the hell are you saying ?" Archie questioned as he saw her best friend and girlfriend glare at each other .
"What were all thinking!That the only reason Veronica hangs out with us is circumstance. She's not our friend. The minute someone from her and Vivian's trashy past shows up , she's starts using us for drugs or music or distraction. And why should be surprise ? Like father like daughter,right ?"
"You better shut it down , Betty ." Veronica glared at the blonde.
"Or What, Veronica? You'll have your dad put a hit on me ? Or maybe you'll do it yourself?"Betty taunted as she took a couple of steps towards the raven girl .
Making Vivian's blood boil . She was not going to sit here and let her sister be humiliated. The brunette quickly grabbed an empty bourbon bottle and through it across the room making it shader everywhere .
Everyone stoped and looked at the brunette making her smile at satisfaction but it quickly disappeared and her smile turned into a scowl when her eyes landed at Betty .
"You better shut up , Betty Cooper. Because I swear if you say another bad thing about my sister ; you'll regret it ." Vivian glared at the Cooper girl making her let out a dry laugh.
"Like your one to talk "
"What is that supposed to mean ?" Vivian crosses her arms as she glared at the blonde.
"Let's face it . You're a nobody ,you'll always be a nobody. You're not our friend. The only reason we hang out with you is because your Veronica's little sister. " Betty's words were like knives to the brunette and she could feel her eyes began to water .
She knew what Betty said wasn't true . But apart of her couldn't help but think it was true . The brunette always tried to make proud her love ones . She wanted to make her parents proud , Vivian always tried to be the best . And nothing hurts more than trying your absolute best and still not being good enough.
"Betty , that's enough." Kevin spoke as he saw a Vivian's expression . It was obvious that what the blonde had said was affecting her. And honestly it was getting out of hand .
But Betty didn't listen , she just keep looking at the brunette with a hard stare .
"You want to know why I didn't return your feelings for me ? Because you're not good enough. Because I say your not good enough." Betty said making Vivian let out a involuntary sob .
She quickly grabbed her coat and headed out the apartment before anybody could say .
After Vivian left ; Veronica glared at the blonde and before anyone could process what was happening. Veronica slap Betty making everyone let out gasps .
Betty held her cheek in shock as she look at the raven girl .
"You can beat me up , hurt me , break my soul but You must be insane if you think I'm going to let you hurt me sister like the way you did . Watch your back , Betty Cooper." Veronica warned with a cold stare before leaving the apartment to go after her sister. ** You're not good enough
As Vivian walked along the sidewalk to the Pembroke. She couldn't stop thinking about the words Betty had said to her a few moments ago. Her eyes were puffy as hell from the crying but she didn't care .
Suddenly she felt someone grab her and pull her into in empty alley making her let out a scream .
"Shut up , you slut " the strange yelled as he started to undress the youngest lodge.
Vivian tried to fight back but it was no use . He was to strong .
"P-please s-stop " Vivian sobbed as he started leaving sloppy kisses down her neck . But he just wouldn't listen .
Vivian started crying even louder if that was possible. She couldn't believe this was happening to her . She was about to get raped .
Before the stranger could even touch her further more . He was ripped away from her harshly making the brunette open her eyes .
And she was meet with her hero . Jax Martinez . He immediately started kicking and punching the stranger until he was unconscious.
After Jax finally took care of the stranger . He quickly went to the brunette side . Vivian quickly tackled the redhead and hugged him tightly before sobbing. She never felt so realived to see the boy until now .
If Jax wasn't here , who knows what the stranger could've have done to her . Vivian could feel how Jax grabbed her bride style and started walking but she didn't care . All she did was continued to sob .
"It's okay , you're safe now . And I'll never let anyone hurt you "
** "Do you need anything else ? Water ? Tissue? " Jax asked concerned as he looked at the brunette.
After Jax literally saved Vivian for almost being raped . He took her to the Pembroke. Luckily no one was home .
"I'm fine , Jax ." The brunette whispered, she tried to smile but failed making the boy sigh . He hated seeing her like . She didn't deserve this .
"Do you need anything before I leave ?"
"Actually..." The brunette look down at her lap as she could feel herself getting nervous " could you stay ?" She asked hopefully making Jax smile at her softly.
"Of course "
Jax quickly took off his shoes and crawled into bed next to her pulling her into his chest . Vivian smiled slightly as she could hear his heartbeat thumping.
As she continued to cuddle she could feel her eyes become heavy . Jax noticed and smile at the girl in front of him and kissed her slightly on the forehead .
