That Spanish Boy (Sebastian Olzanski & Magcon Boys)

Chemo.

Chapter 16.

I sit on my hotel bed after settling in, falling back onto the mattress. I stare at the ceiling for a while until I hear a knock on the door.

I walk to the door, twisting the knob. Shawn stands in the doorway with his hands in the pockets of his hoodie.

"I need to talk to you, please." he pleas.

I look at him hesitantly.

"I'm not going to kiss you, I promise." He adds.

I then open the door so he can come in. He walks in, but stops right behind me. I close the door and turn around to face him.

"I'm sorry I kissed you, I really am. I just thought maybe if I kissed you, you'd feel the same way I do. I knew you were with Seb, I just didn't want to believe that you two loved each other. Then after I kissed you, when I saw you two together all the time, the way you looked at each other, I knew right then and there, that you two were inseparable."

Those words made my heart hurt. I didn't know he felt that way before.

"I forgive you Shawn. I understand what you're feeling, I've been there before, it sucks but sometimes when you like someone and you think they're the one, they most likely are not. You just have to be patient, and wait for that one special person who's going to come into your life and steal your heart." I smile at him.

He looks at me with teary eyes and pulls me into a tight hug. It felt really good to hug him, I almost thought I lost him as a friend.

"Thank you, I really needed that." He smiles down at me.

"You're very welcome. Now you better get going. You have a show to attend." I pat his back lightly.

"You're not coming?" He asks confused.

"I'm not really feeling good today, I think I'm just going to lay down and rest." I say putting a strand of hair behind my ear.

"Okay, well I hope you feel better." He half smiled.

I thanked him, and opened the door. He gave me a quick kiss on the cheek and ran out the door.

I closed the door and headed to the bed. My head was throbbing as soon as it hit the pillow. I ignored it and closed my eyes.

Sebi's POV.

I am more nervous than usual today, because Brenda is always here to comfort me. I try to imagine her by my side, telling me it's going to be alright but it's not working. Every time I open my eyes and she's not here, I get even more nervous than I already am and I hate it.

I wait for my turn to go on stage and perform, I am still shaking and I don't know why. I have never been this nervous.

Bart tells me it's my turn to go up and I almost literally shit my pants. The crowd was bigger than usual. I give them a shy smile and wave. They start screaming and crying hysterically.

I take a deep breath before starting to sing. I start singing Ed Sheerans 'Give Me Love' I remember Brenda telling me it was one of her favorite song, maybe it'll make me feel less nervous. My voice cracks at some parts of the song, which made me even more nervous. I finish the song and see some girls crying. One girl yells "Don't cry Sebi!" I put my hand to my face and feel wet tears streaming down my face.

Throughout the whole performance I thought of Brenda, She's my world and I don't want to lose her. The thought of losing her makes me feel lost. Maybe that's why my voice cracked a few times during the performance, because I was crying.

I get off stage and the boys and Mahogany instantly surround me in a group hug. They must have a clue as to why I was crying.

Brenda's POV

I took a taxi to the hospital and I am currently waiting in the waiting room. I start chemotherapy today. I am a nervous wreck, stressing out on all this leukemia stuff. I need rest.

"Brenda Parker?" a young nurse calls out. I stand and follow her into a room.

"Dr. Rogers will be with you in just a moment." she says.

I smile, "Okay, thank you."

A few minutes later Dr. Rogers walks in.

"Hello Brenda, nice to see you again." he smiles at me.

"Nice to see you again too Dr." I smile back.

He looks through papers on his clipboard then tells me he's ready to start the chemotherapy.

He starts by doing a treatment called Remission Induction.

I get to the hotel pretty late, it's 8:13 when I arrive. I walk into my hotel room and see Seb sitting on my bed.

He looks up and when he sees me, he literally crashes into me.

"Where were you? you had me worried sick." he says still holding me.

"I'm sorry, I went to the hospital for my first phase of chemotherapy." I tell him.

"Oh, I forgot I'm sorry. I just thought you left." he grabs my face.

"I wouldn't leave without you." I smile.

He brings his lips to mine softly yet with force.

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Okayy, so just a reminder, in this fanfic they are all older. They are all around 19. Okay, so please stop saying they are 14. & I am so so so sorry I have not been updating. I have school and so much homework. I will update as much as I can, but I can't promise it will be regularly. I'm sorry.

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