This is a whirlwind
A hurricane
A tornado
Of mistakes
And pain.
I said things I shouldn't have
And you believe things that aren't true
You believe that I don't love you.
But maybe I do.
And I don't deserve a second chance
Because of what I said.
And you deserve someone better
Because you deserve the world.
Now are roles are reversed
And I'm hurting you.
I don't know who I am
And I don't know why I said it
I don't know who I've become.
Would someone rescue me please.
You shouldn't be treated like this.
And I know that you hate me.
I know no matter how loud
Or how much
I scream it.
You won't find it true.
I'm trying to love you.
Because there's nobody else I'd rather love.
And nobody else I'd rather hurt me.
And nobody else, who means as much as you do.
And nobody seems as important
Because I'd spend my days with you.
And nobody seems to matter because you once were mine.
And what I wouldn't give,
To go back in time.
And I would've called you mine,
If only I had waited.
And I'm sorry for the pain.
And I'm sorry for the heartbreak.
And I'm sorry for the things I said
And the lies you now believe.
And maybe in my wildest dreams,
I'll get one more chance.
But this time,
I really don't deserve it.
YOU ARE READING
I've Come To Burn Your Kingdom Down
PoesíaThis is a place to vent my emotions. I post it because I want people feel like they can reach out. I don't post it on here for sympathy. If you do get something from this then I applaud you. It gets better I swear Warning: depressing content
