MONSTER

4

I was standing in the same place as I was the other day.

He was also sitting on the same place as he was the other day.

The difference was I had a knife.

No one around us.

Just him, me and this knife which was soon to be covered in blood.

A loud scream filled the air.

His scream was loud.

Very loud and painful.

But it wasnt loud enough to bring me out of my thoughts.

Even though his scream was loud enough  for people to come around soon, my head was filled with the screams of my family.

It was louder than anything.

They were begging for their lives.

I was there.

I watched them scream.

I watched all of it.

But i couldn't help.

They didn't let me help.

They tied me down.

Why didn't they kill me instead?

A tear escaped my eyes as I watched the lifeless body infront of me.

No

It wasn't regret.

It was satisfaction and pain.

I couldnt help it.

I ran away.

Just like always.

The way I ran away when I saw my family lifeless.