A/N: I don't usually warn but meh
WARNING THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SEXUAL CONTENTS
also , don't play the song until i say so
J A S O N ' S P O V
A/N: DON'T PLAY THE SONG UNTIL I SAY SO
" I have leukemia" she said and for a second I thought that I might pass out , tears started to form in my eyes , I haven't cried for years
"w-what?" I whisper but she didn't respond , she just smiled and held my hand squeezing it a bit
"no no , you're 18 , you're perfect" I said , going crazy (A/N: WE LOVE LANDON CARTER)
"its okay Jason , its going to be fine" she whispered and cupped my face between her little hands , her smile never seems to fade away , I give up and let my tears fall down my cheeks
"how is it going to be okay y/n?" I ask still looking at her , she was pale and cold
"just trust me okay ?" she said and I didn't answer , instead I brought her hand up to my lips and kiss it
"I love you" she said
"I love you too baby girl"
"come here" she giggled a bit and patted down on the sheets of her bed so I could sit next to her , I do as she wishes and wrap my arm around her body , she was trembling under my touch , I smile and kiss her multiple times , not wanting to let her go
It was sooner than I thought just when her mom came inside with a nurse , she smiled as soon as she saw the both of us
"hi mom" she giggled
"hi sweetie , you feeling okay?" she smiled and made her way to her bed and I got up giving them space
"better than ever" she said
The nurse looked at her charts and smiled , meaning good news were coming up
"you're free to go honey , just be careful , please do come back next Saturday for your induction" she said and left the room , I was confused , what did she mean by that but I decided not to ask more questions
Later my phone started to ring and as I saw the caller's ID , I shake my head and send him to voice mail , I wasn't going to leave her again
"you want me to help you with anything?" I asked
"please , just grab her back who's on the couch will you dear?" she asked giving me a smile
"sure" I smiled back , and grabbed her bag and waited for them , I watched her as she stood up , wearing nothing but the hospital's gown and some fuzzy socks , her hair loose and wavy , she never looked any more beautiful , she struggled to stand up and I place her bag on the ground and go help her
"I'm fine , I got it" she says but I know she doesn't , grabbing into her mom's shoulder she finally managed to stand up straight , smiling to herself I couldn't help but let another tear roll down my cheek , wiping it away I smile once more as she sits on her bed taking off her socks
"well excuse you mCcann , a girl needs to change" she giggled a bit , I chuckled
"alright , I'll be outside" I say and close the door behind me , resting my back on the cold marbled wall , shifting down I start to cry a little not wanting her to see me crying , why her god ? and why cancer
