How far can you go for your best friend?

Dear Diary Day 1

Dear Diary ,I've never had a diary before but only now I realised that I really need one.

So it all started (omg this sounds so pathetic) I think at the beginning of 5th grade when my childhood best friend moved away and I was left alone, without any friends because I didn't talk to anyone else besides him in school and there weren't any other kids in the neighborhood that were my age so I was very lonely at that time but, of course, we kept talking online and playing games together.

But after a couple of weeks he suddenly stopped talking to me and when I would ask him why he would say he's busy with homework or football or that he left his phone at home and went out with his friends. And honestly I knew that would happen sooner or later because I've seen it in movies - the boy moves away and doesn't keep in touch with the girl but then the boy returns and then they realise they have fellings for each other and become girlfriend and boyfriend- but for me it wasn't that lovey dovey stuff, for me he was like a little brother , someone that I can relate to ( ouch friendzone I know and no he wasn't younger than me we were the same age) and I miss having someone like that by my side at all times but what can I do about it right ? nothing actually so I just focused more on my studies and from then on I don't know why but I started to be insecure about how I look and about my body...

And that's how the story begins.

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That's it for day 1 it's not really like an actual diary because I don't say what happened on the exact day but I hope you guys like it ("you guys " ha yeah as if someone will actually read this lol stop lying to yourself ).

Oki Bye Bye <33