Victuuri Shorts

Lovesick

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Victor’s POV
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    I yawn, my eyes immediately filling up with tears.  I give an exhausted sigh, wiping them away only to look back down at the bright screen.  It was 2:00 in the morning and I couldn't sleep, I get insomnia around this time of season and it's no fun at all.  My energy I had left was being eaten away by the thought of going back on the ice tomorrow. I rest my head back, giving my sore eyes a break from looking at Instagram posts.  Slowly opening my eyes, I glance out the window to peer at the wild wind and rain on the other side of the glass.

Looks like we're going to get another few inches of rain--

The door of my bedroom slowly opened and I look over, my eyes quickly adjusting to the light coming from the hotel’s hallway.

    “..Victor?  Are you still awake?”

    “What's wrong, Yuri?”  I ask, giving him my full attention.

    “N-nothing.. it's just that.. I-I.. I….”  His anxious voice trails off.

    An uncomfortable silence fills our ears, and I notice Yuri’s body suddenly tense in his nervousness.  I turn my phone off and set it aside.

    “Come sit with me.”  I say. Yuri hastily makes his way over, sitting in front of me on the bed.  “Now,” I say, a gentle smile appearing on my face. “Would you tell me what's troubling you?  As your coach I would like to know, and as a friend. Maybe I could--”

Yuri whimpers, and I spot tears welling up in his eyes.  After a small hesitation, I react fast.

    “H-hey?  Are you ok?!”  I stutter, shocked by his sudden breakdown.

    “Victor..”  Yuri begins, with a cracked voice.  “I just needed to see y-you--”

Tears began to fall from his lashes now.  I freeze, shocked at how emotional he suddenly became, this wasn't Yuri.

What's wrong with him??

Yuri slowly raises his trembling hand and grips his shirt in the place where his heart would be.  “It's too much, I can't go on with all this..” He rambles. “I-I don't know how to feel about this anymore.”

    “What is?”  I ask, my voice low.

    “I-It’s You.  Your affecting me somehow..”

He tightens his grip, wincing quietly.  “You're the only person who could ever make my heart beat pound to the point where it's toxic. And, the next thing I know, I'm hurt because I let you pull my heartstrings.  It's like some kind of sick test or game your playing to see how much I can take,” Yuri pauses to wipe his tears away from his face. “A-and..” He begins once again, sobbing harder than before.  “I think I want it to stop, but I don't know if I’ll be able to.”

Yuri’s head drooped as he stared down at his lap.  “I don't know if it's true, but I feel like your teasing me like some pitiful pet..”

    “N-no!  No, Yuri.  I would never--”

    “Tell me you never loved me, that it wasn't real.  Once you finally befriend s-somebody, you leave and b-but continue to act as if your still under control.  You don't care, you're never serious about any of your r-relationships!”

    “Yuri, I never knew about any of this--”  I explain quickly. “I never wanted this-- I would never hurt you intentionally!  I really care about you..”

    “Well, I might be wrong..  and, I might be right. But, I want you to accept me or I’ll have to find another coach.”

I never meant to tease you.  I love you.

    “I really have feelings for you.  And honestly, finding somebody I want to love and protect doesn't happen often.  I would never take our relationship for granted, I really love being around you, Yuri.”

Yuri's weeps of sorrow were caught off as I embraced him in a hug.

   “I'm so sorry.”  I say to him, clutching him for dear life.  “I didn't mean for you to think that.” Yuri fell silent, and I could feel him finally let go of all the negative thoughts and feelings he had held onto forever.  When he seemed secure enough, I let him go and sat back. “You always were too sensitive, but that's one thing I love about you.”

    “I never should have amused those things.”  Yuri said sadly.

    “Oh, that's ok.  I'm the one who should be apoligizing.”

Yuri blushed, a small smile appearing from his once pale face.  

    “I hope your heart’s not too shattered.  Are you feeling better?”

    “Y-yes.”  Yuri replies.  “Now that I forgave you.. do you think--?”

    “What?”  I say, smiling.  Yuri seemed a little embarrassed even though we were the only two there.

    “..You could show some affection?”

    “Aww, of course.  Come here my little piggie~”

Yuri snuggled into me.

    “I love you so much.”  Yuri said, his voice a little muffled.  I pet Yuri on the head, pecking his forehead.  Yuri squeezes me tighter.

    “Of course.  But, you know.. I love you more.”

    “No.”  Yuri said, looking up.

    “Prove it.”  I say with a competitive grin.  He grabbed my face and forced his lips to mine.  It was a little aggressive, and I began to think that this little competition would have agape kicked to the curb and would introduce eros to the game.  And that's exactly what happened. Later into the night, I had Yuri practically screaming my name.

(Heh heh heh :3)

                                                ~Later~

    Yuri’s naked body cuddled against me under the covers.  He growled quietly.

    “What's the matter?”  I ask. “Feeling sick?”  Yuri shakes his head, pouting.

    “I lost.”

    “What?”

    “The competition.”

I began laughing.

    “I told you, you can't beat me.  I love you too much.”

I lean over and kiss his forehead.  “Sleep well~”

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