Jadesy - the true side

2011 - meeting

Authors note:
So now it is 2016, I wrote this when I was younger so that explains how awful it is! But hey, it got a decent amount of reads so I wont delete it. Sorry if anything doesn't make sense or the grammars awful. Enjoy!

JESYS POV

I had only recently come out to my mum, we had so many arguments but I think this has cooled her down. Me being on X factor doing what I love..

I had recently met one of my group mates and her names Jade. I thought she was super hot and she had an adorable Geordie accent which I could barely understand but soon got used too. She was in a relationship though, and she was straight. All the girls were, I couldn't tell them incase they made incorrect thoughts and I hate that. I'll just pretend, it's the best thing to do at this point.

JADES POV

I heard Jesy crying in the room next door, I went to comfort her, we was going to be spending years together so I had to start a friendship somewhere and gain her trust.

"Awwww jesy are you okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine, thank you." I could tell she wasn't so I stayed with her, we had a bonding time and a bit of a heart to heart which was so nice. She looked as if she was hiding something from me though but I'm sure it was nothing! We had to go and meet with Tulisa and sort out songs for Saturdays performance. It was week one of live shows and I was so nervous, I get stage fright so I hope it doesn't become a problem.. We went outside and met with Perrie and Leigh then took a short walk too a nice cafè. I hope this wasn't too much for Jesy, she deserved a nice time and if this was too much id hate to see her uncomfortable.

After being in the cafè for over 2 hours I felt like I should tell the girls I don't have a boyfriend, I'm not straight either but what if they judge me? They would never trust me again either because I lied! Jesy thinks I'm in a deep romantic relationship, Leigh thinks I'm in a long distance relationship and that's what Leigh also told Perrie, this could ruin Rhythmix. I'd have too keep quiet, it's all I could actually do!