I stared at everyone's faces as they looked at me in shock. Their shooken expressions made me nervous. I know suddenly announcing I wanted a divorce is quiet shocking. Hopefully they can understand me not wanting to be with someone who does not love me. Everyday I am lonely even though my so called husband is there. We are so distant. It is a one sided love and i can no longer deal with it. Yet deep in my heart I love him and want to be with him until the end. Some things just are not meant to be and I do not want to be forced into a love that is not there...."yah Y/N-ah are you serious???" Jungkook practically yelled.
"mmm." was all I was able to respond with.
feeling ashamed i ran out to the back yard. I ran under the beautiful willow tree and sat down. I silently sobbed. Why am I crying? I was the one that asked for this. I have no right to cry. I wanted this right?
Sorry for the late ass update 😂