Who am I?

It seems so long ago that I was me

What they remember isn't who I see

Was I that girl that nothing was beyond?

I don't recall - has that 'me' really gone?

I'm just the girl who caved and fell apart

Was I together even at the start?

Stopped eating because all I saw was lard

And everyone so quick to disregard.

I'm just the girl that nobody believed

But my mistake was only being naive

I spoke the words they didn't want to hear

And even those who knew, acquired deaf ears.

That frigid girl who starved herself of food

That stupid girl who tried to speak the truth

So far from being that girl with all the brains

Now barely recognised from my own name.