Hello kitties..
Theodore.
It has been two years since our break up. I am shattered into pieces. Rachel had broken me. What I am also thinking. She used my love against breaking me down. How can I love someone who is not worthy for my love. I was defeated by my heart. I don't know why but still I can't hate her. Is there anything that she was hiding from me.
I don't want her in my life now. I have to move on and I will move on. I can't just let her rule over my mind. When I come to know that she was using me to destroy me. I was shocked and go to Australia. I just never wanted to face her. Never. But I also can't live without her. How I am suppose to handle this. I was in my office and was doing my job.
I heard a knock on the door.
"Come in." I said and my PA Robert come had come. No more I will fall for girl and no one else.
"What happened?" I asked him.
"Your father had called you in his cabin." He said and I nodded and allow him to leave my cabin. I stood up from my chair and go towards my father cabin. I don't know what he was going to say. I am kind of scared. I knock on his door and come inside and cabin and dad look up from the work and look at me and smiled.
"Come here son. I want to talk with you about something." He said and I sit in front of him.
"Son it had been two and half years she had left you and I also don't know what had happened among you guys that you and her had broke up after you left Australia she had come to visit you with hope but returned with nothing. And now I don't know where she is but you don't have to keep yourself awaiting we are going to make you engaged with the girl we had chosen. Am I clear?" He said and I was listening to his every word which had hurt my heart most. I don't know what to do.
"Dad I need some time." I said.
"Yes you can only 5 hours." He said and I was shocked. How can I take this much big decision in a short period of time. But then also I nodded and go towards my cabin. I shut my work and lean on the chair and closed my eyes. But thing which come in front of my eyes were those pair of Grayish blue eyes. But just as that image had come I opened my eyes immediately.
"Why Rachel why? Why you had used my love? If I didn't fallen for you then this pain might be less and I won't be taking the hardest decision of life. You just haven't played with me but you had played with my heart. You had broken me. You had ruin me. You had totally destroyed me." I said to myself and a tear slipped from my eyes which I didn't wipe away.
"I also want you to hurt like you had hurt me. If I we will cross the path then I swear I will make you pay and that also in bad way." I said to myself.
"I will move on and will make you pay as well. You had started the game but I will end the game." I said and was kind of relaxed. I decided that I will engage with that girl but I will not marry her in this year. I will marry her next year. With thus thought I go to my father's room and enter in his room.
"Dad I had decided I am ready to get engaged but I won't be able to marry her this year but next year. I want time to move on from my past." I said and he think for some moment.
"I get your point. I will talk to them." He said and I nodded. I have to move on. Move on from my past. Move on from those memories. Move on from that love and most important I have to move on from her. Now I will not her become any part of my life.
