So this isn't really a book but it is part of my life that I feel like I need to write down for some resign. I really don't know why but I need to. Have you ever felt so down you have thoughts................ Deep thoughts............ Well my day was one of them. Someone told me to f*** off today and I have never really had that said to me so I didn't know what to do. Then gym is a hole nother story. On Wednesday nights I go to this program call Branch and I have a leader there and she is just amazing! I love her so much. She was like an older sister to me it always felt like. Like one time she shared her gummy bears with me and if you know me I LOVE GUMMY BEARS!!!!! If I could be a gummy bear I would!!!! She is just so awesome I don't have words for her. She could always tell when something was up with me. She knew how to make me laugh and she was always a shoulder to lean on. I love her so much. Then tonight I today forgot she was leaving so when I got there people were talking about her going off to collage and I didn't know what to do with myself. I just made a awesome friend and now another one is leaving me.after our surman I just layer my head on her arm wile she was doing something's and she let me. Then after the surman and our small groups were over we went out to pray and she started playing with my hair and I turned around and starting crying. I am just so crushed I didn't know what else to do. She let me cry one her for about a good 30 mins to 45 mins and she just sang to me the song oceans and I can't stop listening to that song now. I miss her so much already. She feels like an older sister to me like what else do you people want me to do. Jump around being all happy because I don't think that is going to happen. I am just so bummed out that she had to leave I don't know what to do with myself. I won't see her for about 4 months at the earliest and that is going to be really hard for me. When I left I couldn't even wave goodby to her because it hurts so bad. I don't mean to make her feel bad if she ever reads this I am just writing down what I feel so don't take a fence to this at all. I am really going to miss you sis and I hope to hear from you soon. I am always thinking about you........always. I miss you already and it hasn't even been 3 hours yet scence I have seen you last. I hope collage goes really good for and I hope you get what you want out of your life. I am really going to miss you.❤️💛💚💙💜❤️😪😰😓😫😱😖😕🙀🙏🙍💗🎀🌹🌈🎓💝📘📙📓📔📒✏️✒️✂️🎤🎧🎶🎵🎹🏊🇺🇸🏤🔙🔜 .
