Midnight in Paris

1.

Hi. My name is Rain. Yes, just like the water that falls from the sky. Everyone has a story. Some of them are rough, and some of them are easy. Mine's a whole different story. It began when I was 6. My mom died from breast cancer. My dad changed that night. He was a devil from hell. Yes, I actually feel that way. He started beating me and my siblings. Soon, the neighbors started taking control. They called the police, and he was arrested on July 20th, 1996. We were taken to a foster care center because my extended family didn't want us.

I have two other sisters. And they are both pretty damn bratty. Ugh. Winter and Lexi. Lexi died her hair blonde when she was 13, and me and Winter were pretty close until she moved away to Utah...

Now I'm in highschool. I hate it. I get bullied 24/7 and i started to self-harm when I was 16. I don't regret any of it. I burn myself, I cut, and I just want to die. That's all. I want to be with my mom in heaven. That's all I want. I'm sorry...I..I just have to go...I'm sorry.

10 years later

I have graduated highschool. In the process of graduating, I tried to comitt suicide. I cut way too deep and was taken to the hospital. Once I got out of the hospital, I had a few exams and then I was done - Thank god! I'm not in college due to my grandma. She needed someone to take care of her. She's 87 and can't walk on her own, can't take a drink on her own, she can't even sit down on her own. Yes, it is very sad. She has always been my best friend. So it's really hard seeing her like this. I'm living in her house. I sleep there, I do everything there. I don't even know where my two sisters are anymore.  Lexi took off to California and started partying too hard and started drugs. I can almost guarentee that she's in jail right now. And Winter got married and moved to Utah. We haven't gotten along at all Since then. Her husband's a total bitch nugget combo with salty fries on the side, and her kids are complete angels to people.

That was the timeline to today. I've moved out becuase my grandma died. Tomorrow morning I'm heading to Paris. Finally, something positive in my life...

I woke up all groggy. I rubbed my eyes and looked outside my sheer curtains. "Ugh. Another rainy day?" I asked myself. I got up, went downstairs got two pieces of bread, toasted them and ate them. You just weren't up for any- OH MY GOD I HAVE TO GET READY AND GO TO THE AIRPORT. I rushed upstairs to get my bags, get ready, and get my camera. "Today is going to be a great day." I told myself.

Hello there! My name is Mandolyn and I'm the author of the story. Please comment if I make any mistakes and message me if you have any questions or what I can do to make the story better! I love you all and thank you for reading. I will probably be updating every day or every other day. :)