HER AND I, HIM AND HER, HIM AND I

WEDDING

I had to clean up some more as I walked to the bathroom and washed up as much as I could. I looked at myself in the mirror and felt somewhat ashamed. It is Sabrina's wedding day and I was in the room fucking around with her husband. I then began to think more deeply about the situation. Twan is the one who wanted to fuck me not the other way around. I tried to break if off but he just kept pushing the idea. I fixed my clothes and began to head in the area of the venue where the wedding was going to take place. I opened the doors and saw how beautifully everything was set up. I knew that they said they had planned the wedding on a tight budget but it was still picture worthy. My ass was still sore from the fucking that Twan put on me just a few minutes ago so I had to walk slowly to my seat. I found a seat right next to one of Sabrina's cousins. We waited for a few minutes and then I saw Twan walk in and stand near the pastor. He shook his best man's hand and hugged the pastor then stared into the crowd and smiled at me. I nervously smiled back hoping no one would see our little exchange.

I looked towards the door and saw Sabrina's grandfather walking in with her. She looked so beautiful that even I almost shed a tear like she was there to marry me. She seemed to glide down the aisle towards Twan who was trying his best to hold back tears. She finally reached the pastor and stood right in front of Twan. They both exchanged vows and she was in tears. The pastor then announced them husband and wife. They kissed and I kind of felt guilty. I hoped that Twan brushed his teeth or at least chewed some gum or Sabrina was going to share the taste of my ass that Twan had earlier. The crowd cheered as they continued to kiss and I applauded the new married couple as well.

It came time to move to another room of the venue to eat. They had Twan's crew from his restaurant cater the event and I must admit the food was so damn good. I watched as Sabrina and Twan looked into each other's eyes and seemed so much in love. I smiled but was thinking that this moment could have been Sabrina and I. I then realized that I should not be so stuck in the past and look forward to the future. Twan and Sabrina then began to dance and the crowd cheered them on and began to invade the dance floor. I was just sitting down when Sabrina's sister, who had caught the bouquet, came to me and asked me to dance. I agreed and we headed to the dance floor just as a slow song began to play. Her and I danced and talked as a few more songs played. Sabrina's sister, Selena, was hilarious and entertaining. She almost made me forget about the sex moment me and Twan had earlier. Another slow song came on and Selena and I were dancing close. She put her head on my shoulder as we continued to move. I glanced over and saw Twan and Sabrina dancing. Sabrina had her head on Twan's shoulder smiling but he was not paying her any attention. His eyes were fixed on me. I gave him a stare to let him know that I saw him looking at me and he turned his attention to Sabrina kissed her passionately, briefly looked back at me and then back to Sabrina. It was as if he was trying to make me jealous or something but I turned my attention back to Selena to ignore him.

The music has ceased and we all started to get up to leave. Selena gave me a hug and went over to her sister to congratulate her on her new marriage. Twan looked over at me and him and I stared for a moment until I broke eye contact and headed out of the building. I got to the parking lot and heard Twan calling me.

"Lenny! Lenny!"

I turned around and saw him running towards me. I stood near my car waiting for him to get closer to me.

"Congratulations Twan. Make sure that you keep your vows with your wife and be the best father you can be", I said.

"Why you talking like I will not see you again."

"Twan I do not know if your wife told you but I was offered to take a position with my job that is out of the city with the district manager position. It is not like you all will not see me again because of course Sabrina and I have our son together but we all will not be seeing one another as much, only when I come back to visit or come to pick up my son from you all house when he comes to visit. I was kind of on the fence about it at first but now I know that I should go but it is only a 3 hour drive away. I mean a fresh start in a new place and a new scenery will not be bad."

"Lenny does this have anything to do with Sabrina and I getting married?"

I thought about what Twan was saying. I know I did want a change of scenery but to be honest seeing him and Sabrina happy and strengthening their bond towards an everlasting love, I kind of wanted that for myself. I also wanted to get away from the place where I felt the hurt of cheating and the guilt of fucking around with Twan. I looked at Twan and laughed.

I half lied and said, "Naw man. I just want a new start. I will be letting the regional manager know tomorrow that I want the position."

I mean I was not completely lying to Twan. I just did not want to get into it with him about my true feelings.

"Something is telling me that you are holding something back."

"Would it matter Twan. Listen go back inside and enjoy time with your new wife. Her and your son should be your main priorities right now", I smiled and said.

"Lenny what if I want to add you to those priorities as well."

I laughed so hard tears started to form. I held my side and had to use my car to hold me up. When I looked up Twan looked so serious that I knew he was not joking.

"Twan what the hell are you talking about?"

"I mean I like having you around. I know when we first met it was not the best of circumstances but I feel like we have came to be somewhat cool with one another. I look forward to see you coming to pick up your son from Sabrina's and I also look forward to the fun you and I have been having."

"Twan you are now married. That FUN you have mentioned has to come to a halt and you have to do your best to keep your vows with Sabrina. I will be fine and you all will be fine just let your mind erase the times that we fooled around because that part is over. We can maybe grab a beer or something when I do come back to visit BUT I will no longer be doing anything more than having short casual conversations with you."

"But Lenny......."

"Twan......."

Just as I was about to speak again I saw Sabrina walking towards us.

"Twan, there you are I have been looking all over for you. My mother wants to get some more pictures before we head out let's go", she said. She then saw me standing there and said, "thank you for coming Lenny. It means a lot to me that you came." She then grabbed me and gave me a slight hug.

I glanced at Twan who looked like he was about to say something but then he knew he had to go with Sabrina to take some more pictures. I looked at Sabrina grabbed him away and headed towards the building. I looked and saw Twan look back at me up until the time Sabrina got him back in the building. I slightly sighed and got in my car and began to head home. I wanted to be unconditionally happy for Twan and Sabrina but I knew I could not. I wanted what they have but would have to wait my turn. As for me and Twan I know we had to stop what we were doing. The sex was great and all but I know he is now a married man and needs to honor his promises. The new distance between us and his marriage will help him forget about fucking around with me.......OR WILL IT?