" I Just Can't Take It Anymore ... "

Introduction

Okay what the hell should I do now ??! I just can't forgot everything and leave ...

No I can't ...

This is just a bad dream ...

But no it seems it's not a dream ...

Let's start from the first ,

My name is Vania, and I'm 13 years old. I live with my parents, my grandma, and my 7 year old brother in Miami, Florida.

I come from a wealthy family, so I have gotten the chance to travel to different countries and experience new things. It's very exciting, and I feel very lucky.

I love my life, but it is only natural that I should have doubts and insecurities sometimes. I mean all girls do, right? Sometimes I feel like my world has turned upside down, and I feel like I'm going to break down and shatter in to a million pieces. I try to calm myself, and encourage myself to never give up on my dreams, and sometimes that helps. But there is one thing, or person I should say that helps me get through these occasional pains and doubts. His name is Austin Mahone. He's my whole world, and I am proud to call myself a Mahomie. I honestly don't know what I'd do without him.

Now I will tell you a little bit more about myself. I'm very popular at school, and everyone loves me. And why not? I'm very pretty. I have a nice pair of black eyes, luscious brown hair, and a nice body. Most popular girls have a boyfriend. But not me! Not because I'm afraid of being hurt, but because I just don't see any reason to carry anyone's ass behind me. So I don't have a boyfriend. Maybe I would give Austin a chance to be my boyfriend. Haha. Just kidding! There is no way Austin could be my boyfriend. For one thing he's 18, which is 5 years older than me, but a lot of people say I look like I'm 18, so maybe it would work. Haha. Nah just kidding again. Anyways, let's drop this boyfriend topic.

I'm different from most girls too. I'm not really into makeup or clothes and things like that. Most of my friends are boys too. I guess girls are just too crazy for me, so I mostly hang out with boys.

I've never let my popularity get to my head, and I want to keep it that way.

I do really well in school. I'm not a nerd, but I'm smart and I am able to get A grades.

At this point in reading all this, would you love to be me? I mean, I'm popular, I have a rich family, I have good grades, and lots of cool friends. Would you want to be me?

But unfortunately there is so much more to my life than this. There is more about myself that I haven't said yet, so don't make a judgment just yet.