[✔️] Best friends | Y.G ~ H.S

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Hoseok lazily stared at his now empty pill bottle, one more wouldn't hurt he said to himself earlier, it should make me feel better. So he took one more, and then two more, and then more, and more, and more. Until he was staring at an empty pill bottle.

He wasn't addicted, he just wanted to feel better. That's what the pills were for, right? He wanted to feel better about all of this shit that's been happening to him. So the more pills he takes the happier he is, right? That's how that always works.

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Jin sighed as he played with his food, the group of five were all sitting in silence at the lunch table, the table where Hoseok would always be the life of the party at. The table where everyone used to be so carefree.

But now? Now it's just tense. So much going through everyone's head and it hurt. It hurt too much. "I hope they're alright." Namjoon suddenly said, he looked at Jungkook with a confused look. The younger was shaking his head.

"I over heard a conversation last night, with Chaerin and Dawon. Apparently, Yoongi had a breakdown and Chae had to calm him down because he was yelling about wanting to die. God I just couldn't handle it." He mumbled, tears coming to his eyes as Taehyung pulled him into a hug. Whispering soothing things into his ear.

"Why can't we just visit them? What's the harm?" Jimin asked, Jin sighed as he looked at Jimin. "They both hate us all after we tried to get them together twice. I would hate us too. There's no way we're adding on more pain just for them to hate us more."

"But I'm so tired of sitting here and doing nothing!" Jimin yelled, "Yes, they're in pain and yes, it's because of us. But Jin? What happened to wanting to fix everything? What happened to making shit right?"

"That Jin is gone now." Jin growled, "He was gone when I found out what we had done to them. I'm done helping if it's just going to make the problem worse." He said, Jimin scoffed. "You guys are pathetic-"

"Maybe you're the one who's pathetic, Jimin," Taehyung interrupted, "If you wanna help so bad then get up and help them yourself. You're just waiting for us to follow behind you so that you can find someone to pin the blame on when everyone's mad at you in the first place. Just quit." He said, Jimin growled as he turned to the younger.

"My fucking Bestfriend is yelling about wanting to die and you think I'm going to look for someone to put the blame and guilt on? Fuck off tae," He said, Taehyung scoffed as he sat up, Jungkook still leaning on his shoulders but his tears are gone. "You just tried to call us pathetic because we didn't want to put more pain on them while they're still hurting! All you care about is yourself."

"I'm literally begging you guys to help me help them!"

"Maybe they don't want your fucking help! Ever thought about that Jimin?! You're the one who made up the stupid fucking plan to bring them back together after they just had an argument! It was you! So why the fuck should we listen to you a second time when you're the one who caused this! Stop acting like the fucking hero and man up to what the fuck you've done!" Taehyung yelled, his face now red in anger, everyone at the table was quiet.

They've never seen Taehyung this upset, even when he was beating Hoseok's ass he wasn't this angry. This was new, this was scary.

This was all falling apart.

"I'm not acting like the hero, I'm acting like a good friend, Tae. I thought you out of all people would understand." Jimin mumbled, looking at Taehyung with hate in his eyes.

"If you're such a good friend then why did Yoongi call me instead of You when he felt sad and depressed when he thought about his past relationship with Hoseok? He told me he wished he could've done anything to keep in touch with him and how he wished he wouldn't have been born so he wouldn't have to thing about these things anymore. Why didn't he call you if you were such a good ass friend, huh?" Taehyung asked, both Jin and Namjoons eyes widened, they didn't know this had ever happened.

"He What?" Jimin asked, Taehyung nodded. "You're a shitty friend, Jimin. All you ever do is wait for some drama to happen so that you can jump in and act like the hero when it was really me the whole time. You always threaten to beat someone's ass but who was really the one who stood up for Yoongi when he really needed it? You're a terrible fucking excuse for a friend." Taehyung said, Jin gasped.

"Tae, that's enough-"

"No Jin, I don't think so. He needs to hear this. He needs to know that all he's doing is trying to be the protagonist and be the best. I bet if we let him go to Yoongi and we were following behind, if Yoongi would be even more upset than he already is after that visit, he would find some way to pin it on us. Isn't that right, Jimin?"

"Youre a fucking asshole!" Jimin yelled, "You're such a fucking dick! You're a cold, heartless bastard that doesn't even deserve anything you get because you just take it for granted! What did Yoongi ever see in you?! And what does Jungkook see in you now?! No one should be with you because all it does is end with you being a shitty person with no fucking feelings! Fuck! You!" Jimin yelled, getting up from his seat and walking out of the cafeteria.

Both Jin and Namjoon were speechless. Jungkook pulled Taehyung into a hug since now he was the one crying, grabbing him by his neck and pulling him into his shoulder, running a hand through his hair as he tried his best to tell the older that Jimin didn't mean it, that he just had so much pent up frustration that he just said whatever came to mind.

"It'll all be okay, Tae." Jungkook said, But now? He's not sure anymore, he shared worried looks with the couple across from him. The two just sighed as Namjoon stood to go find Jimin, Jin following behind.

So how is your guys' day going? Mine is fantastic!

(I also wrote this at 1 in the morning in one sitting. My sleep schedule is fucked up)