Happiness

Chapter 1

I thought everyone here had the same status. I thought everyone suffered the same way. I thought everyone loved each other the same way. But why are they happy? Why can't I be happy? What did I do wrong? I just followed the rules and beliefs they taught me.

My body hurts, my heart aches, and I cant think of anything right now. One of the guys outside my space was telling me how I was destined to die in hands of a man I don't even know his name. They say I'm a important sacrifice but why it hurts so much when they prepare me for the sacrifice? They say it can save the world from despair and disaster but why someone needs to be sacrifice for the world to be saved? Why can't we just work all together? Why they need to torture me?

Being in my little personal space didn't help me answer my questions so, one day I decided to scape it. It wasn't easy, I broke some of the rules and ignored some beliefs. I felt so guilty and almost returned to my place but my curiosity and instinct led me to continue running. I felt pain in both of my legs, I recognized this pain as one of their ways to prepare me. Once a week they would shot me something in many parts of my body until I fell unconscious and then tell me it was to purify my blood but now I know that was a lie. Why are they yelling at me like that if they said they loved me?