MISS V.

MY SISTER WHO STOPPED BELIEVING ON LOVE

**A letter to the sister who has stopped believing on Love**
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Dear sister,
I know that me saying anything to you will make things worst for now because you have stopped believing on people now and believe only on yourself. Trust is a fragile thing and it takes time to rebuild it because if you lose your trust on someone, you not only lose the person but lose the part you gave to them out of you, forever.
Take your time is what I will say and I assure you that we all are there for you and always will.
It's not a crime what you did, love is not a crime. It just happens and then you feel that nothing else can overcome this feeling until you face the feeling of regret which is far more powerful feeling than any other.

We all have been there at some point. We all have loved something or someone and I don't know how it is different from the love you fell in?
Some of us love power, some of us love passion, some of us love relations but you know what is dangerous? To call a single person your Love.
How can you give such an enormous power to a single person, how can you be so vulnerable, how can you allow them to break you on their own will and trust them enough not to break you? Well these Hows and whats have no answers. Well, that's how Love is, I guess. You are your most vulnerable in front of them and you believe that they will pick you up when you fall or maybe catch you, they will be there to take care of you when you need it the most because even after being a tough guy or an independent woman in the end, we all need a sweet hug and words like, "how was your day, love." Which can melt away all your roughness and attitude in a single blow. Love is a magical feeling and even if you fall for it and get nothing in return, you can not blame love in general if YOUR LOVE was not worth enough.

Life is all about unexpected turns and events, this is what I have learned from your life. How you have struggled in your life to be what you are today is heart warming to see and we all are so proud on your life, your struggle and finally what you are today. But today, seeing you like this,
hopeless and awkward and heartbroken makes my heart crumble into small pieces which keeps asking a simple question, 'Why?' and I don't know the answer to this which makes me feel more helpless. 
You have been not into life much. For you life has always been a simple road to cover with struggle and you did the same with all your dignity and when in the path, love crossed the roads and you thought that it will be as simple as it looks, no one knew that you will be wrong. 
Wait.
Let's not call you wrong. People have been calling you that and I can not see my Ideal person being accused of something, she never did. Maybe we just forgot a simple thing we started with, life has unexpected turns and twists and we didn't see that one coming.

So what if love of your life is now a lie to you? 
So what if life seems too empty for now and so what if it feels like a worthless world to live for now, remember dried flowers bloom again if watered properly, after rain only comes the rainbow and it is important to experience a bad phase to understand the importance of a good one. You are a flower which blooms all the way through all the storms and maybe for now, you don't wish to bloom but do bloom because the fragrance you have is why some of them are smiling. You are important, remember that always.
I won't say that this is the only bad phase and there will be clear sky after this but I can assure you that phases change and everytime they make you learn things, they make you learn experiences which makes you a better person, a better survivor and even a better advisor.
You know the pit and now you can warn others about the same that how deep it is and how hurt you can get if you fall.
You don't believe in God too now, well I never did but it hurts I know when you are such a theist and situations turn you into an Atheist.

You said that you feel that you did nothing in life till now that you can be proud of and I want to contradict that fact. I want to tell you that maybe you have not done everything in life but whatever you did till now is enough to make us say proudly that , "I know her. She is beautiful and smart and we are proud of her." 
You have always set examples for us and this time I want you to set this one example for us again by being strong and be genuinely happy and although I know it will take some time because trust me, the happy face you have or the smile you have kept on a display is fake and not everyone can get that but how can you hide it from me?
I am not even saying to wait for love now,
all I am saying is that don't hate it,
not yet. You never know that what surprises it can bring up for you. Love defies you at times but then it is the reason we came so far. Love of our loved ones have kept us sane from so long and going insane over a single person's love is just a mere insult to all the love we got till now from the people unconditionally.

Now it is upon you to cry over the love,
which was just a disguise 
or feel blessed over the love,
which kept you going over years
and still is 
standing as your shield,
as your strength,
as you 
because let's face it,
maybe before anyone else's love,
we need to start loving ourself
and then someone else's share of love will
just complement us and not complete us.
We are our own full,
but you are a part of my heart
and always will be.
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Yours
Brother whom you think is too small to Understand
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#Dedicated :)
#EveningThoughts :)