I'm Not Afraid Of Death

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I'm not afraid of death and never have been.

There have been times where I actually craved death

And I'm sure that there will be times where I crave it again.

But I'd be lying if I said that I wasn't scared of what comes after.

I don't know what comes after.

Heaven?

Hell?

Reincarnation?

What will my family think?

Will they hate me?

What will my friends online think?

Will they think that I'm faking it?

What will happen to the memories of me?

Will people forget all about me?

Will people remember me in a horrible way?

It's the not knowing that gets me.

I'm not afraid of death.

I'm afraid of where I'll go.

And what I'll leave behind.

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