I'm not afraid of death and never have been.
There have been times where I actually craved death
And I'm sure that there will be times where I crave it again.
But I'd be lying if I said that I wasn't scared of what comes after.
I don't know what comes after.
Heaven?
Hell?
Reincarnation?
What will my family think?
Will they hate me?
What will my friends online think?
Will they think that I'm faking it?
What will happen to the memories of me?
Will people forget all about me?
Will people remember me in a horrible way?
It's the not knowing that gets me.
I'm not afraid of death.
I'm afraid of where I'll go.
And what I'll leave behind.
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Darling Boy
Документальная прозаHey my name is Colin and I'm just another guy trying to make it in the world! This is where I talk about my personal place in the world and the queer community, how I got where I am today, and where I hope to be in the future. This book has a bit of...