My decision....

My first decision

Once,I saw him staring at me,it seems normal for me .But the next day I saw him staring me five to six times when I ask one of his friends he said he likes you ,I was shocked because I thought why a boy would like a girl like me. The next day I saw his friends teasing him with my name and he was blushing.I thought he really likes me but the next moment my best friend came and told me that she likes him.. and I was not able to told her that he likes me .I thought that I don't like him or anyone because I had never think of a boy before that day ..And she was my best friend so I told her I would help you .So in order to help her me and that boy became friends but when we get closer and closer day by day I thought I am doing very wrong with my friend and I said to that boy I hates you when he proposed me the first time indirectly with the help of a letter...😩 then we don't even look at each other for a month then he came and say sorry to me in front of my best friend I was even not able to say him it's ok and he thought I was still upset with his behavior. Then we both once again became friends and these time we spent a lots of time together I had started falling for him but I was not known with the reality that he also has started falling for my best friend .Then I decided to write him a letter in which I described my feelings for him.But then he answered me in front of everyone that you are my sister now I had no feelings for you .And I thought my decision was wrong ... I was angry from myself and my decision of falling for a boy from that day I said to myself I would never trust or like any boy .....But I was proven  wrong once again.. ....................