Calum would usually be with you when you slept, always making sure to pull your hair from your cheeks and keep your sheets tucked over the edge of your toes. Occasionally, he let himself lie next to you but it made you too cold and you shivered, letting him know it was time to leave you be with a cold kiss on your forehead.
Michael would probably try writing in foggy mirrors like “still with you” or “im still here” and at first you would be scared and probably cry because you’d be terrified. He’d get upset that he made you that way and just sign off with like “love mike” and you would realize and cry harder because holy shit your dead boyfriend still loves you and is letting you know w o w
Luke would watch you a lot and watch as you tried to continue your life and watch as you broke down every now and then holding his shirts. He wished he could explain that he didn’t want to leave you like this, he just wanted to save himself, so her just slipped into your dreams at night so you would wake up with serenity rather than sorrow.
Ashton would be a very helpful kind of spirit. I feel like he knew you were a bit fried and messed up after he died so he’d sometimes put your keys on the counter where you thought you left them or move your wedding ring from the edge of the sink. He liked to watch after you even when you didn’t know it.
