(Side note, I'm going to end the flashback chapter after these entries and go back to present day when it goes back to Riley's P.O.V's. However i'm thinking of having mini flashback chapters pop up throughout the book. Okay I hope you enjoy!)
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After hanging most the day we stop by her house to kill time before the party.
We got lunch, walked around the metro parks and spent some good quality time together.
I could really get used to this if I wanted to.
I'm waiting in her room she's in the bathroom getting dressed and ready for the party.
I get up and walk around her room, scanning her things. I hear the door open and turn to see her. My jaw drops. She's in a short but modest black dress that fits her body perfectly and a pair of heels that match. her hairs curled and make up done good. She looks sexy and beautiful all at once. I take it all in.
"Well?" she asks sounding insecure
I walk up to her biting my lip checking her out
"Riley you look.... amazing" I smile licking my lips. She laughs and nods.
"Thank you" she says
"Anytime" I shrug smiling.
"What are you going to where?" she asks getting a necklace on. I look down at me I'm wearing my black leather jacket with a white shirt, ripped up jeans and converse.
"This." I think I look good but she looks fine
"Well you look good in anything Cash" she mumbles. I smirk and walk behind her.
"What's that? I didn't hear you" I breathe on her neck, she looks at me in the mirror and I can hear her breathing getting heavy.
"You look good" she looks away
"Nah that's not all you said" I trace her open skin with my fingers and feel her body responding with goosebumps, she looks at me through the mirror again, biting her lip.
"Just tell me and I'll stop" I kiss her neck gently which she responds to immediately.
"I said you look good in anything" she says, her
breath trembling. I smile at her wide.
"And so do you" I say moving my face from her neck to look at her so she looks into my eyes
"Do I?" she asks still having that insecurity in her voice. I feel so sad that she doesn't think she's as beautiful as I think she is.
"Riley you are beautiful okay? Fuck them other hoes and all those bitches who say you're not. You don't even have to try, you don't need to get all dolled up and glamorous for me or anyone to think that, I mean don't get me wrong you look fine as hell and oh my god the things I wanna do to you right now. But you are incredibly beautiful with and without all this" I say cupping her face with my hands.
"Do you mean all of that?" she asks
"Every word girl" I smile at her she smiles back at me. I kiss her and let her go.
"Come on Riley lets go get lit" I say holding out my hand, she laughs and takes my hand and we head out to the party.
We walk through the doors of the hotel and go to the room where the party is at, room 127 which is across from the pool, the party leads from there to the room. There's people everywhere talking and drinking or smoking, people in their clothes or in their underwear swimming, a huddle of people in a circle doing party games. I lead Riley to the drinks and get us two beers.
"here" I hand her the bottle and she takes it.
"Riley! You came!!" Kat runs up to Riley hugging her, she laughs.
"You're with Cash?" Kat asks confused
"No! No, not like that. He asked if I wanted to go and I said sure and now I'm here." Riley says making Kat understand
"Oh okay, well come with me. Both you" she says turning around I take Riley's hand we follow Kat to a different room. Riley shakes her hand away from mine.
"Don't do that" she says and walks closer to Kat than me. Okay I get it now, she hasn't told them yet, what we did. Usually I bring a girl to these all the time and no one says a thing or cares but with Riley it's different because she's my best friend and it complicated things.
The room we enter has our friend group in it.
"Aye Cash! Wassup Riley?" Slim jumps off the couch and greets us.
"Yo this party is lit it's from here, the pool and a few other rooms. I heard one them got some strippers and hoes" Slim nudges me I chuckle nervously and notice Riley roll her eyes and shift her focus on Kat. I look up and see Amber.
Fuck, what is she doing here? Oh wait, she knows I always come to these things so of course she'd show up. She sees me and walks to me from across the room. Luckily Riley and Kat disappeared in the crowd of people.
"Hey baby, I was wondering when you were gonna come" she says throwing herself at me,
"Yeah well, I came with someone" I say hoping she'll go away but she doesn't. I don't see Riley anywhere.
"I don't see anyone." she says looking around
"Now come on and I'll give you something to cum on" she takes my hand and leads me into a bedroom.
"Amber no" I go to push her away but she gets me in a place and plays her tricks on me.
"Shh" she gets on her knees and takes me into her mouth. I feel disgusting for this.
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Riley P.O.V
It's been an hour and I haven't seen Cash anywhere. He's probably still in the room with Slim and Dub. Kat and I ventured to the pool area which is pretty cool. The pool has no roof over it and leads to a gate that leads to outside.
I see Slim and walk up to him
"Hey have you seen Cash?" Before he can answer we both see him walk in with no shirt on, his jeans saggy and hair messy. Then Amber. I feel my heart jump into my throat and look at Slim saying never mind. Cash walks up to me.
"Riley I-" I laugh and shrug, cutting him off
"I don't even have to ask, already know what happened." I say and walk away I have a few drinks in me and a good buzz going I can't do this so I'll avoid him till we or I leave. I go back to Kat and she can tell something is wrong with me by my face.
"Hey what's wrong?" she asks I shrug
"Nothing" I smile quick she nods and I can feel Cash staring at me from across the room but I don't give into it. He's not mine and he never will be. I just wanna enjoy the party and dance.
A few hours passed and I am drunk someone offered me lsd and I took it but it hasn't kicked in yet, or at least I don't think. Everything's kinda bright and music sounds like it's bouncing off the walls and I see stars and galaxies everywhere. It's beautiful.
Me and Kat are having the time of our lives.
We met cute boys named Jacob and Tyler
Kat and Tyler are sucking face, while me and Jacob are sitting next to each other enjoying the high and admiring everything.
"So Riley.. Why haven't I seen you around?" he leans in and looks at me I scoot away a lil
"I don't know" I say looking into his warm brown eyes, but they're not the same as.. DON'T EVEN THINK IT RILEY!
"Well I think you're beautiful and I bet your boyfriend is very lucky" he sips his drink
"Haha, uhm, I'm not dating anyone" I laugh feeling embarrassed. He looks at me shocked
"Really?" he leans back in, I bite my lip
"Mhm" I say, he traces my face with his fingers and smiles so charmingly my heart melts
"Such a shame" he says in a daring voice
he takes me and kisses me, I feel his hand creep up my thigh and I push it away he does it again and kisses me hard it hurts
"stop" I say making him let me go, I get up and walk away but he follows after and yanks me by arm, my heart beats a mile a minute and he won't let me go, he pushes me against the wall and I am literally trapped.
"Dude seriously come on don't.." I get interrupted. By a man yelling
"Yo get the fuck away from her" he lets me go and loosens his grip all I see is a tall mans shadow.
"Man we was just playin" the guy pushes him away.. it's Cash. He looks at me and takes my hand pulling me behind him.
"If I see you again or anywhere near me or her I will fucking end your life" he threatens Jacob
"Cmon we're leaving" Cash's voice angered and hollow. It scares me but I feel safer with him than around here and all these freaks.
He has his shirt and jacket back on now which I just noticed. He's practically dragging me to his car, it's hard to keep up especially in heels and tripping off lsd. Everything feels like it's flying at me and rushed. I can't focus.
"Cash slow down!" I whine and try to keep up with his pace he does nothing but give me a dirty look. I look away and just walk slow.
We get to his car and he doesn't say a word to me. Gesh what's his deal?
"What did he give you?" Cash asks aggravated
"Lsd.." I say silently, he looks away pissed off.
"I am taking you home" He says sounding cold
I don't say anything and look out the window.
The ride feels so long and tiring. It sucks but the moon is following me and the stars are dancing in the sky magically. Trippy.
Soon enough. He pulls up to my house and doesn't turn the car off he taps his steering wheel impatiently looking annoyed at me
"Cash come on" I say irritated at him, he huffs
I scoff and roll my eyes at him. How rude.
"Jesus Christ fine I'm leaving" I undo my seat belt and get out.
I storm up the drive way and into my house. I hear Crash's tires screeching on the street as he drives away. Fucking prick. I go to my room and put pajamas on and clean my face.
I message Kat that I'm home safe and that I'll call her tomorrow and fall asleep.
The fuck was Cash's problem?
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FanfictionHe wants the dream, She wants love. Riley (Selena Gomez) and Cash (Machine Gun Kelly) have been together for years. But they split when Cash moved to LA to chance his dream of fame. But when he comes back home after it didn't work out he tries to s...
