The Assassin Who Fall Inlove With A Doctor

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Hearing their howling..

   When we declared to  them,that their love ones died...

Hearing their complain.....

When we state the fact,that their love ones left them forever...

Hearing their convincing  voice.....

When we say to wake them up and face the reality between lies and truth..

Hearing their sob....

When we finally make them believe,on what pain they're trying to escape....

Hearing their mourning...

When they actually accept the reality of the most painful nightmare that ever happened to them..

And watching them suffering is the most annoying thing I've ever seen...

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Sometimes you just ask yourself.

What sense of being a doctor if I couldn't save them all??

So many question...

And,sometimes,you're getting to the point for doubting your own ability..

That gains more insecurities,

Anxiety,

Pressure,

And,hesitation.

But despite of all of this,You choose to be tough just for their own sakes,that they needed the most because, every patient around you feels so weak,down,and hopeless. So they need STRENGTH! Your strength! which can provide or gain a positivity to them to fight with death,to give them a reason on how beautiful it is to be alive in this world, to persuading them on what makes sense of living in this world..

To let them see them the beauty of surrounding.

To explore to them our nature.

And to let them experience on how they're their own challenge just to satisfy if they worthy enough for their dream..

And to realize them that living is so worth,when you succeed from your dream.

And to spend more memorable experience with their love ones that they will cherish until they die

And

The happiness that can't bury by just a single tear..

And

The sadness that you deep-felt when you feel down .

And,the perseveres in every single second,minute,hour and days that you spent everyday.

Is just only a reason why make sense of living is so worthy..

And for me that's what the sense of living,we know,life isn't happy at all you will get  there onto the point of sadness and suffering but the good thing in  trials that comes in our lives..is that you've learn a many lesson...is that you become a tough peson..and to me as my obligation is that to do my job well...

This is professor Helliah Zein Custodia in nuero medical hospital ,promising that I'll do everything I can, just to ease and lessen their bearing pain in orderly to make their lives long and live peacefully away from ache,pain and suffering. I must do the right thing I can just to prove that I'm worthy to be a doctor.