New Beginning || JJK

Chapter 18 ,,Come back"

Marks pov
We were still trying to contact Y/N but she never even received messages. Where is she? I need her back. I can't lose her.
HaEun stayed with me because she noticed how bad I felt.
I started drinking and smoking again. Even cut myself because of the pain i felt inside. I knew that it was wrong but I also knew that It was wrong hiding things from Y/N.
I called HaEun
,,HaEun-ssi please help me. I want to finds her. I need to find her" I said crying on the phone.
,,Mark... please rest a bit and don't do anything. I'm on my way back. I was at school..." I could hear that she was hurt. She hates it when someone calls her HaEun-ssi because Y/N used to.
Since Y/N left we try everything to find her. We even called her cousin because they were so close.
But she just disappeared... she walked out of my life...

I decided to wait for HaEun and to distract myself a bit. I went on insta and checked Y/N account. I clicked on followers and saw that SooYun follows her.
,,isn't that...that's HER SISTER" I whispered. I followed her and waited.
Suddenly HaEun and Hope arrived.
,,Mark, is everything okay?!" Hope asked worried.
I nodded and my phone rang.
I checked it and saw that I've got a new follower.
,,Choi_SooYun_95 follows you now" I got excited because I could ask her about Y/N.
,,Girls SooYun follows me now I can ask her about Y/N" tears of joy streamed down HaEun's face as I hugged her.
,,We will find her." I spoke out softly. She took Hopes hand and held it tight.
,, I will write her Mark. She knows me" HaEun told us.
She took my phone and wrote SooYun a message

Mark
,,Hey SooYun,here is HaEun. Y/N best friend. My phone just died so I'm writing you from my brothers account. I wanted to know if Y/N is fine and since she has a new number if you could give it to me. It's really important. I hope you're fine"

SooYun
,,Omg HaEun, yes I'm fine and Y/N is also quite fine. Sure since you're her best friend i will give you her new number. It's so nice to hear from you after all these years (:"

HaEun's pov
She send us her number and I realized where this number comes from... ,,Home" I whispered....
,,Unnie what's wrong?" Hope asked me while holding my hand.
,,Nothing. Don't worry" I wasn't sure but maybe she just took the old number of her mother and she's still in America.
Maybe she wants us to think that she's in Korea but she isn't. I know my best friend to well and I know that she likes to confuse others.
Aish Y/N you are too good at confusing others...

Mark's pov
HaEun was lost in her thoughts as I tiped in Y/N's number and called her.
,,H-hello?" I heard a lovely and familiar voice say.
,,Y/N IS THAT YOU MY LOVE" I screamed in excitement.
,

,No... it's not Y/N" She answered with a scared hint in her voice
,,Who is it Y/N?" I heard a male ask her. My heart broke at his sentence. Did she forget me that fast? Is she over me?
,,Y/N. I know that it's you please. Tell me where you are."
I told her and started sobbing
,,I'm sorry. Wrong number" she said quietly as she hang up.
She left me dumbfounded and I couldn't believe what she just did.
,,It was her voice.
It was my girlfriends voice.
I-it was her!
I swear.
Under million girls I could recognize her by her voice. It's unique!
Someone said her name. It was her!"
I told the girl while panicking..
,,Mark... Y/N left... she isn't your girlfriend anymore" said HaEun in a quiet tone of voice.
Hope hit her arm and told her to stop.
,,it's okay Hope. She's right. She walked out of my life and I can't do anything to find her" I realized and looked at them.
,,i need to find her... I need to get her back!"
They just looked at me and smiled.
,,Fight for your Girl Mark." HaEun expressed.
,,You wanted them to break up HaEun and now you want then together. Make. A. Decision." Hope said quite annoyed while clapping her hands and HaEun hit her.
,,YAH STUPID! DON'T TALK TO ME LIKE THAT. I'M STILL OLDER!!
And I'm sorry Mark. I told her to take a break from you to get better... but I don't remember to have mentioned that she should leave me.. I MEAN us" she smiled kind of nervous and I just had to chuckle.
,,Alright. I just want Y/N to come back.. I want her here. I want to hold her tight in my embrace. I want to cuddle with her and kiss her like I used to. I want her to love me like she used to. I see my future in her eyes! I need her. I miss her" I cried out.
,,we all want her here. We all miss and need her" whispered Hope with a lot of pain in her quiet voice.

You might be gone from my sight but you are never gone from my heart.
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Heyyyyy readers.
I hope you're doing good.
So basically Christmas vacation started today and I'm so happy about it. The school year didn't start good for me and a break is the only thing I need right now.

This was literally me when I came home from school today:

This is my chance to rest over the three weeks vacation and to get a bit better.
I love you all and I need you to know that I'm so thankful for every reader.
- Author-nim 💜