I love you more than I can ever scream. (Andy Biersack love story)

Chapter 13

We are in Richmond, Virginia now and BVB are doing sound check for their show tonight. Me and Sammi were waiting backstage for them to finish.

"So I heard that Andy, Jake and CC were out with Ronnie last night" Sammi told me

I froze. I knew Ronnie and Andy were friends but I didn't know they were close friends. I don't mind them being close friends but no-one knows Ronnie like I do and he could seriously fuck up my relationship with Andy if he wanted to. Maybe he was the one who drugged Andy? Or maybe Andy wasn't drugged up at all? Hm I don't know.

"What?! Andy didn't say, does Andy know that I used to date him?!" I asked Sammi

"Er no, no I don't think, why don't you want him to know Kay?"

I looked down at my hands. I actually didn't know why I didn't want Andy to know that I used to date Ronnie. I think it's because they are both friends and I don't want to ruin that, it might not ruin their friendship but there is always that risk. I think Andy would be mad at me too, I don't know.

"I er, I just think it will ruin their friendship and I don't want that" I replied

Sammi gave me half a smile and I sighed. If Ronnie did drug Andy lastnight just so he would be home late and that we would argue, then I think I need to tell Andy that I used to date Ronnie and see whether he still wants to be friends. I mean theres no reason why he shouldn't but he might feel weird that one of his friends used to date his girlfriend. And if Ronnie did drug Andy, then I need Andy to stay away from him because that would be Ronnie's idea for us to break up so I will go back to him, which is never gonna happen.

My phone started ringing so I got it out my bag to find that it was Ronnie calling me. 

"Urg it's Ronnie" I said to Sammi

"Just answer it Kay" She said. 

I nodded and I answered.

"Hey Ronnie" I said

"Hey Kaysha, wanna hang out?" 

"Urr...I'm in Richmond" I said hoping it would get me out of it.

"Oh thats okay, I am too, we're playing a show here tomorrow night"

"Oh er...well, I'm kinda busy" I really didn't wanna see him, not right now anyway.

"C'mon please Kaysha? I haven't see you in ages and I really want to see you"

"But I'm with Andy right now"

"So he won't mind, we're friends aren't we?" 

I sighed. Perhaps half an hour won't hurt "Alight, only for half an hour though"

"Okay, I'll come pick you up now, where are you?"

"I'm at some venue, I don't know the name"

"Don't worry I know where you are" He laughs "I'm coming now"

I hang up and I threw my phone back into my bag. I really didn't wanna see him right now, it feels weird. I mean how can he expect to be friends after everything he did to me? I still care about him don't get me wrong, but no-one will ever understand how much he hurt me during our relationship and when he went into prison. I loved him so much, but now that I don't, he loves me, I think.

"I'm going to see Ronnie for half an hour, urm, just tell Andy I've gone on a walk or something, please don't tell him I'm seeing Ronnie" I said to Sammi

"Yeah okay, see you later"

"Bye Sam"

I walked out the venue the back way so Andy couldn't see me and as I got to the front of the venue Ronnie pulled up in his car. He got out his car and walked over to me.