Fast Times At Clairemont High

Chapter 20

Waking up and feeling depressed isn't what I wanted, but it seems life doesn't go the way we want. Today definitely was one of those days. I just woke up missing my brother, I haven't heard from him in years. I miss the way we would mess around like a couple of idiots, but my father took him away. I call him ' my father' because he isn't a dad and doesn't deserve to be titled as one. One day he just lost his cool and started hitting my mom. He wouldn't stop and I had to call the police to help us. In the end my parents got a divorce. Mom said she couldn't forgive him and I didn't blame her one bit. Part of the divorce settlement had to do with my brother and I,  so my father didn't take mom to court. He got custody over my brother and mom got custody over me. I would be fine with this if he hadn't just disappeared. I miss my brother like crazy, but I can't get in contact with him. Believe me, I've tried. I tried social networking sites, the phone books, everything I could think of, but nothing was good enough. So because of all that, some days I just can't cope. I need my little brother but I can't have him. Maybe I'm just being selfish but I don't care because I need him.

My thought pattern was ruined when Kellin started grumbling next to me. I smiled at him then realized I was actually crying, so I quickly wiped my tears away and hoped he didn't notice. "Why are you crying? What's wrong?" Kellin asked sleepily. I guess he did notice.

"It's nothing Kell, I'll be fine. Let's just get ready for school, yeah?" I answered him, changing the subject. Kellin groaned and shoved his head into my chest, snuggling into me, and making me giggle.

"I don't wanna get up," he said, causing me to roll my eyes at him.

"Get up, lazy ass," I told him, giggling when he groaned again.

"You suck, asshole," Kellin mumbled, barely audible.

"You love me," I told him smirking. This time Kellin rolled his eyes at me.

"Of course I would fall in love with a dickhead," he mumbled to himself. I giggled at him before getting out of bed and heading for the shower.

"You better be up by the time I'm finished," I called out to him. He called something back to me, but I couldn't hear it.

After my shower I went back into my bedroom to find Kellin still in bed. He's such a lazy ass! I quickly and quietly got dressed, letting Kellin sleep for now. After I had finished getting ready for school I went outside and got a bucket, which I filled with ice cold water. I went back up to my room and poured the water all over Kellin. He squealed like a little girl and jumped out of bed. I was laughing so hard I was crying. "Oh my God, Kell, I'm so sorry, but I told you to get ready," I told him in between my laughing.

"You're such an asshole! That was fucking freezing!" Kellin yelled at me, which only made me laugh harder. After I had calmed my laughing down, I saw that Kellin was changing. Of course, I stared at his ass because come on, he's my boyfriend, and of course his ass is perfect. "You mind not perving on me?" Kellin asked, breaking me out of my trance.

"I wasn't," I defended, trying to hide the blush on my face. Kellin turned around, smirking. The asshole knew exactly what he was doing to me.

"Sure you weren't," he said before leaving the bedroom. I guess he was ready now.

When we got to school, we had already missed home group. Oops. We made our way to first period - English. I groaned. English class is extremely boring. When we got to class, our teacher looked really pissed off that we were late but he would just have to deal with it. Surprisingly, English went pretty fast, and was also a double lesson, which meant it was time for break.

At break I saw Alex and Jack walking with Rian and Zack. Good this means I can finally talk to them like I wanted. I excused myself from our group, or mostly Kellin, and made my way to Jack, Alex, Rian and Zack. "Hey guys I just wanted to say thanks for yesterday. Y'know standing up to Oli?" I told them sheepishly.

"Oh it's cool, Oli's a dick head and we're sick of hiding our relationship from everyone except our parents. We just figured that if our parents are fine with it, then why does it matter what Oli thinks of us??" Alex said honestly, holding Jacks' hand. Jack was eyeing him down like a piece of candy, it was kind of scary.

"Uh, well if you guys wanna be friends again, I wouldn't mind. I mean, I've known you for years. The only reason we stopped talking was because of Oli... Uh." I tried to stop staring, but Jack was now groping Alex's ass. He didn't seem to really care that he was in public at all.

"Well I would like to be friends again. Let's catch up now so we can get away before Jack eats Alex in front of us," Zack said quickly, struggling to look away just like me.

"Yeah I like the sound of that," Rian said awkwardly. We walked back to Kellin and the rest of our group and began introductions, then we talked about what we had missed while we weren't talking.

The rest of the day went by uneventful and Oliver wasn't even at school. We talked about it, and we were definitely certain he was avoiding us.

School went by pretty fast and soon it was just Kellin and I working on Math homework together. "Viiiiic, I don't understand any of this," Kellin whined for probably the billionth time tonight.

"Shut up and work, use your text book or something," I told him sternly.

"Yeah, actually, I'd rather not. Hurry up so we can go to bed," Kellin told me, before getting up and leaving, probably going to shower. I sighed and got into bed, thinking about my brother again. I just wish I could see him again. I'd do anything to see him again. Not long after, Kellin finished his shower and gotten in bed, snuggling in my side. "What's wrong, Vic?" he asked me. I thought abut not telling him, but he is my boyfriend so I told him everything.

"-and I just really miss him." I had finished telling him the story about my father and brother.

"I promise you we will find him sometime, but for now just sleep it off. We'll find out were he is soon enough," Kellin told me. I sure hope he can keep his promise, because if he does, I'll be the happiest person alive.

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I'm so sorry. This is terrible but I'm out of ideas. I also updated twice because I didn't update for like two weeks so I'm sorry for that. This chapter is I guess a filler chapter. The next one will hopefully be better. Seriously sorry.