Save me(BTS fanfic)

Part 17

YAH WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?! Did that seriously just happen? I mean, did this guy really just kiss my cheek?

I stormed in the door with the dogs, took of their collars and ran into my room.

"Come right back here!" Oh no... Appa can't this wait?

"What is it now dad?", I asked, annoyed.

"Next time you either tell me before bringing someone over or you'll never get to invite anyone here again!" Dad looked at me, hateful. What is his problem?!...

"Okay, I'll remember what you said", I simply answered and went to my room. Aish, I really didn't need that...

After showering I directly went to lay in my bed. But I didn't sleep. I did something my best friend is angry with me about... She told me to stop... But I just couldn't. It's really an addiction. And I already told her that I don't want to kill myself with it, so why the bother? I'm just doing it to feel something. It became like a ritual and a daily routine to me. Wake up.Go to school. Eat. Shower. Cut. That's how my life was now and if you looked only close enough, you could see the evidence and the destruction I did to myself on my arms, my legs and my hips. But no one ever looked that close. And I didn't tell anyone except for Yura. And it's gonna stay that way.

After a few quick ones I wiped off the blood and tried to sleep while listening to some music. I fell asleep with his name on my lips...

-Jeongguks POV-

I ran away really quick and sat on the next bench I saw. Why did I do that?! I've known her for what, a day now and I already kissed her on the cheek! Jeongguk, this is not the traditional way... This is the manner-less way...

I continued walking home. Suzy showed me the way today, but now I'm finally able to memorize it.

"Hyung I'm home!", I yelled and went upstairs to my room. Suddenly my phone vibrated.

"YAH maknae where are you? You're always the latest whenever we try to do something with everyone" Oh great, Namjoon (I'm gonna call him Namjoon and not Rap Monster :) ), the leader of BTS texted me.

"I'm home now, call me on skype now and I'll pick up. We are gonna videochat right?" I replied.

"Ne. Okay I'll call now."

I stared at my laptop until it showed: New call: Kim Namjoon

"Annyeoong hyungs! Long time no see!" I happily said while looking at everyone's face. They were all here: Taehyung, Jimin, Jin, Yoongi(also by his real name), J-hope and Namjoon.

"You're right, it's strange not sleeping with all of you in a dorm!" V said while eating Pizza. Does he even eat anything else beside that?!

"Yeah but you are all lucky your whole family is with you, while mine and Kookie's isn't, only our annoying siblings", Jimin said while looking annoyed. He had his big sister joining him while I was accompanied by hyung.

"YAH I already told you not to call me Kookie.You know I hate it when you do -.-", I yelled with an angry expression.

"Calm down maknae, and we are not the only ones who call you that", Jin said, trying to better the mood.

"Yeah, so it's okay if your fans call you Kookie and not your hyungs?" J-hope said, pretending to be sad.

"Well, I love my fans, but you..." I trolled them.

"Yah maknae have respect for your elders", Yoongi scolded me.

"Mianhe hyung..." I said, doing aegyo. They hated when I did aegyo.

"Anyways, moving on", Namjoon said trying to change the subject, "where are you all? Oldest first, so you know it will be Jin, Yoongi, J-hope,me,Jimin, Taehyung and Jeongguk:"

"I'm in France, some small town. And I don't understand a word they are saying"

"Turkey, actually nice to have it hot for once. And in a small town too."

"Norway, it's too cold for me haha"

"Spain, love it here. You should visit some day for your holidays."

"England. Wohoo, I think I'm the luckiest of all because the language is the easiest and I'm livivng in an amazing city. You would think it's a small town but it's so much to do here! I forgot the name tho..."

"Belgium. Am I the only one who wants to be back in korea?"

"Well, I'm in Germany and up until now I love it here. Do you all have school where you are?", I asked.

"Ne...", they all said in unison.

Suddenly my phone vibrated.

"How about we walk to school together tomorrow? c:" My eyes widened. Where the hell did she get my number?!